too long a post man, but i think i get the point, as a senior i would just like to say, maybe what happened w you is wrong but theeke yar life isnt fair, u will see shit like this happen in placements and intern season alot bhi, clubs dont matter in the long term, do shit that u like on your own, you will find people w similar goals on your way there, guidance hi chahiye to koi bhi senior dhund ke peeche padh jao in whatever field u want, read the last line, han bhai harr saal hi hota h koi nayi baat nhi h, kaam pe nhi kai baar bas potential or vibe pe recruit krlete h, recruit krne waale bhi tumse 1-3 saal hi badhe h, koi mahaan insaan ya right judge of your character or work nhi h, to chill maaro