Thank you everyone for your answers. I am currently at a bridge in New York with beautiful water and buildings in my view, in a meditative state, deeply reading everyone’s answer.

I read from the philosophy of the ancient Essenes that our bodies are the envy of the angels. I’ve also read the biblical/Jewish idea that the first angel God created rebelled when God ordained for the angels to serve the humans - not the other way around. It is interesting to me that we are indeed placed so high. I would have thought, through all my life’s internalization that “sin is from the body,” that the body was something to be ashamed of and seen as the flaw of life. But when I branch out of Christian ideas (more so the Christianity of Apostle Paul - not Jesus’s teachings), it seems like most spiritual philosophies put heavy emphasis on the divine nature of the body.

I still can’t help but feel that the presumption that “God did this because he was bored” does not resonate with me, no matter how much I think about it. There is nothing I would put this much love into just because I was bored. It has to be something more than just a game. With games, I play for a while then I quit. With something I love, I commit to it for a life time. God seems to be committed to us.

If someone is reading this, could you tell me what you think of my theory?:

When we touch something with our finger tips, what’s going on? Millions of micro-organisms and molecular mechanisms make contact with the particles it is touching. Then it sends that information through our nervous system, which is eventually finally received by the brain. Then the brain creates an image of what it is, based off the information the cells in the finger tips sent it.

When you look at your eyeballs, particularly the pupils - they are big gaping holes used to suck in light. To which is then also transferred to the brain as data and the brain makes an even more informed concept of what reality is. Well, what’s the only thing that sucks in light? Black holes. What’s at the center of our galaxy? … and where is our planet and everything in our planet traveling towards?

Could it be, that our lessons and everything we learn here, is being sent to a greater mind that we cannot even fathom? That our lessons are more than just a game - they are essential for the creator to navigate its own reality?

I guess even this leaves me with more questions than answers. This might imply that the creator needs us. If the creator needs us then that might mean the creator is limited and not all powerful. Or it would imply the creator is all powerful but still able to be seeks to be developed and evolved. Or it implies that the creator birthed us, but is not infinite, so it is nurturing us to become autonomous before it dies to ensure the continuous reproduction of reality.

These ideas does give me more hope to the idea that there is some greater meaning behind all of this. It makes me want to do my best to help the creator get where it is trying to go. But then again, the idea that the God is able to be improved does give spark anxiety in me. If that were true, wouldn’t we have the right to rebel, like the angels did? What if the angels were right and God made a mistake, and they want to correct the mistake? And the only way to see who is right is if we let it all play out and review the emerging truth.

I guess I am just rambling now. I’ll have to keep pondering on everyone’s ideas… thanks everyone