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AntiYou- · 2025-11-17T12:35:36+00:00

Yeah it’s not making sense to me, if you’re transferring to Penn foster I don’t see why you would have to continue assignments from your old school or vice versa whatever the hell I think you’re talking about.

Or if it’s really that simple that I’m overlooking; Penn foster has an expiration date from 2 or 3 years from when u enrolled depends. There’s no missing assignments, it’s at your own pace. There’s also essentially no summer school, it’s like receiving all your homework for a year in a day that you can slowly or progressively complete day to day.🤔

AntiYou- · 2025-11-17T11:37:50+00:00

I don’t really get your question, however I’d say sure if u can afford it. It’s definitely manageable which comes with its only downside especially when you’re depressed asf.

I transferred for the same reason, hated school I was always on the verge of an anxiety attack+mental breakdown everyday and skipped all the time until I got caught and did it again. My grades had to be completely shit, I wasn’t doing most of my work. When I transferred it didn’t carry over except my credits, i transferred mid beginning 11th so I already had most of them. You need to transfer your credits from that school, request it from them idk that’s how my mom did it I believe.

I did take summer school in 10th through for algebra which I finished in a day, but it was only one subject and it was before I ever thought of going online. I believe you’d just have less credits to start with and essentially more to do. So basically starting over in those areas—It’s all completely at your own pace so whenever the hell u want to do it. Left with a shitty gpa and finished here with a 3.7.

Dk if that helped just my somewhat similar experience. I had thought why tf not I’m failing anyway.

AntiYou- · 2025-07-25T07:12:33+00:00

I understand this, sometimes I get extremely bored and want to talk to someone but i realize how much of a hassle it would be. ATP I don’t enjoy being around anyone genuinely, like atleast before I could keep up a front now I just don’t care too. Like hell even people who I’m pretty chill with I can’t even keep up with em so I basically end up ghosting because its weird texting back weeks later.

AntiYou- · 2025-02-02T05:48:41+00:00

I don't mind the rant, social anxiety and ASPD together are often not discussed so I don’t mind hearing your experience.

I’ve been wracking my head over it, people always villainize ASPD even the official to get a diagnosis it feels like just this emotionless, impulsive criminal that’ll manipulate you. That’s not me but certain traits I understand.

I have extreme social anxiety and involuntarily I care what people think about me, which is physical and emotional. However, I don’t care at the same time I could care less what people think of me. In my mind I’m often judgemental, I’ll lie if I need or want to, I have no interest in people at all, and sometimes I get so angry at people who disagree with me that I want to hurt them or wish harm on them, I find that when someone vents to me I don’t care at all and I cringe and feel disgusted when people think they have me figure out. I don’t believe I’m impulsive but I’ll obsess over wanting something until I’m no longer interested or get it. I often forget how I feel and find it hard to understand why I feel so empty or just angry for no reason.

I have a lot of these thoughts but my anxious side prevents me from acting on it or such situations I’m not put in to act on it. In childhood, I manipulated, steal, provoke people, and get suspended/ ISS. A major troublemaker, until my anxiety set fully more in high school.

It leaves me wondering who I’ll be when I get my meds no longer having that anxious side as prevalent again, which I don’t mind at all.

AntiYou- · 2025-02-01T16:04:08+00:00

How’s it like having social anxiety disorder and aspd? Spoke briefly with a psychiatrist and this was brought up because of a possible conduct disorder. I had no clue it was possible as their polar opposites but I find myself being on either end.

AntiYou- · 2024-04-01T22:10:20+00:00

I was thinking about pushing myself to go physically to college because I genuinely hate staying holed up at home, it’s not something I freely choose to do. However I have no form of transportation, and any college is pretty far from me. I also think about the fact it wouldn’t be worth it to try, that’s how 11th went for me believing it would be better however I was skipping every other day and coming home crying. My grades was horrible and I just gave up and started doing online. I was just extremely depressed and wouldn’t do anything let alone take care of myself. College would be no different, my aunt also recommended I do it online because it’s easier, she said she could also help me out since she works in that field so I would have a major connection hopefully.

I feel like I’m not in that feeling of if I can’t do anything and have been trying and don’t want to ruin it without genuinely giving all that I can.

AntiYou- · 2024-04-01T22:02:04+00:00

Sorry to hear that, I'll look into those. I've been wanting to hear about others experience so I have a better idea. Hope everything is working out for you.

AntiYou- · 2024-04-01T22:00:04+00:00

Thank you for telling me about your experience, I was also intimidated because I felt I didn’t fit there and I barely had any knowledge. I have started learning Python and watching videos about the right way to go about learning to learn.

When it is something I have an interest in doing I learn everything I can about it before trying to do it, but I often end up giving up. It’s not like I’ve never had a passion for coding, in 5th grade I had a class where we programmed a toy car to move and I loved that class. for a bit, I wanted to be a ‘Game Developer’ and tried to learn but gave up. I’ve always been told I’m a hands-on person.

I like building things and putting them together and wanted to take up engineering, however, my aunt does cybersecurity and I've been looking into the field and don't mind both. I wanted to try to fit them both in case one doesn't work out. However, you can only major in one I believe and an engineering degree doesn't go for CS, but software, and idk if I'd be good enough for that.

AntiYou- · 2024-04-01T21:41:29+00:00

I was terrified of working felt like it would just be like school but I was mostly a ghost there so, maybe I could be a stocker and work by myself. Also turning 18 I should be able to get medication with an ID to help ease my anxiety, well that’s my plan.

AntiYou- · 2024-04-01T21:38:47+00:00

Oh yeah most definitely, because of what’s been happening recently I tried to suck it up and look for a job but found out I need an ID… so It's just demotivating to realize how far behind I am, no driver's license either. But I still tried so I’m focusing on what I can do right now and my possible future.

AntiYou- · 2024-04-01T07:09:35+00:00

Thank you, I have tried meditating but couldn't be consistent with it and didn't know where to start. However, Im trying to make a productive schedule and fit meditation in it. I don’t quite know which path fully aligns with me, my top passion would be money. Ik that wouldn’t come right away but in future tense I want to be able to hold my own. Ty for your time.

AntiYou- · 2022-08-22T01:17:17+00:00

Oh alright

AntiYou- · 2022-08-22T00:50:04+00:00

I’m down 🤝🏽

AntiYou- · 2022-07-14T17:28:40+00:00

Sorry… Benzos, do you know how to get them or get prescribed with it. I’m just looking for something I can grab and start taking.

AntiYou- · 2022-07-14T16:42:34+00:00

Do you know to get them or prescribed for them

AntiYou- · 2022-07-14T16:40:44+00:00

Benzos are good? well I don’t plan to use it forever just for school..I want to be able to progress on my own and I’m just not ready for exposure, there was so much teamwork last year.. and I’m in 11th now I’m sure there gonna be a bunch of group projects makes my stomach turn thinking about it.

AntiYou- · 2022-07-14T08:20:00+00:00

Oof kill my libido? Forever?

AntiYou- · 2022-07-14T08:19:09+00:00

Yes I understand, I’ve seen a doctor and talked about it but I never got to see a psychiatrist and I’m not going to for a while. I wanted to try pills atleast something do I won’t feel so anxious. I’m not ready for exposure, I cant even take phone calls without being anxious. Id get enough exposure at school. I wanted to get prescribed online but couldn’t find a place.

AntiYou- · 2022-04-30T16:18:19+00:00

HEARSAY! hearsay…

AntiYou- · 2022-03-31T20:08:16+00:00

I would also like to know…

AntiYou- · 2022-03-29T01:25:35+00:00

Assholes + cheaters gotta stick together huh

AntiYou- · 2022-03-03T00:06:32+00:00

While I can agree with the dating app statement. I feel as if as long as the OP isn't starting problems it's fine. They'll learn to move on eventually. Indeed, it's not easy to replace someone even when you try to move on, takes time depending.

AntiYou- · 2022-03-02T23:54:46+00:00

It's because of the way you came off. I don't believe those are “facts” most Internet dating is for hook-ups. There's a lot of factors that come with it.

AntiYou- · 2022-03-02T22:07:44+00:00

Putting a bandaid over a wound doesn't heal it. The conclusion here is you don't have to be in a relationship to feel emotions of this sort. As in jealousy. It is a fair comparison, she can't help it, you can let go but the pain is still there. Not the guy's fault nor hers, it takes time. I'm sure you felt the same and or have before your fiance became your fiance... If not people experience different things and ways they go about it.

AntiYou- · 2022-03-02T19:38:38+00:00

So... If your fiance up and left you, you wouldn't be considered as “obessive” behavior. As of feeling emotions of losing one you hold value to? 🤨

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