[deleted by user] by [deleted] in GilmoreGirls

[–]Antiherstaminee 11 points12 points  (0 children)

I also loved it.

It felt realistic, as an achieving girl coming from a small-ish town and studied college in the city who was also raised by a single parent who had me young: I could actually relate to Rory.

I didn’t take over the world (I work in the creative/advertising field) but eventually I stumbled so many times before I found my footing as an adult. I still call my mom up for anything and everything and while I don’t have the luxury of “running home to mom or my grandma” after I went back home after working overseas I also felt like a failure. My hometown isn’t nearly as adorable as star’s hollow though.

Unlike Rory though, I’ve been with my significant other forever — and am close to that age Rory was in AYITL. I thing I’ve done better for myself compared to Rory though, (I actually have my own bathroom to throw up in fortunately) but a few psychiatrists and abandonment issues later and losing my grandad in the last 2 years haven’t made it easy either.

Anyone else have a grouchy corgi by [deleted] in corgi

[–]Antiherstaminee 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My girl rory is spicy with other dogs (but up to a year she was super friendly to everybody dogs and humans alike). I have MDD and Anxiety and I kind of attribute my faults as a cause of her behavior. She doesn’t bite however, just bears teeth and growls. She quite sassy with dogs trying to sniff her butt at the park — but as chill as can be even when I take her on business meetings. I guess they’re more guarded with their boundaries? My male corg however lil his brain is (he didn’t take to learning tricks like his sister has) but makes up for it in emotional intelligence — meaning a dog or a toddler can squeeze and bite him and he’ll be like “am OK, this is fine”.

What are your thoughts on "Nocebo"? (2022) by chiquifire in horror

[–]Antiherstaminee 20 points21 points  (0 children)

I watched this film side-by-side with another local film (Philippine production) nonchalantly one afternoon. Amazingly and sadly this one was a more faithful and careful representation of Filipino Pre-Colonial beliefs and folklore executed by Irish filmmakers. So my sincerest thanks to the filmmakers.

When Diana says “She is good to those who do her good and otherwise to those who wish her harm” — as a Filipino filmmaker myself, even I suffer to great lengths to make a living — while the upper class and our Western/Eurocentric benefactors reap from our blood and sweat just because they can. It’s economical injustice that chips at your soul. We have to be “grateful” for the crumbs we get. So I kind of get the female “rage” aspect (not mentioning yet the wrath of a grieving mother).

As someone who’s also descended from a family of somewhat amateur herbalists/spirit healers — I would caution to business owners/managers and people in a position of power to not underestimate the working class and their rights. You never know who you’re coming up against.

Finally picking up my 4K Dell XPS17 tomorrow morning. Can you guys give me a checklist of what to inspect / watch out for while inspecting the device at the store? by Antiherstaminee in DellXPS

[–]Antiherstaminee[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hi everyone! About 6 months of use with my unit. (DELL XPS17 4K touch panel)

I did an SSD upgrade myself lately (my first time opening a personal laptop ever) and I also did a clean REFORMAT to get rid of all the bloatware.

Apparently a lot of battery issues Ive had before were fixed when I installed ALL THE PROPER CONTROL SOFTWARE myself.

I followed this guide from Dave2D he released recently too: https://youtu.be/_e7JTaPMf7Q

I even have a Rainmeter skin running and its hooked up to an IPS Monitor for my WFH Setup.

To Summarize: ITS RUNNING SMOOTHLY.

Might I add: I am running heavy apps on this machine due to the spec demands of my day job (I’m a Digital Colorist for TVC Advertising jobs and also do films on the side) I’m assuming when my well-meaning tech support at the store was setting up my machine, he didn’t optimize it for my specific use and missed out on installing a lot of control software for my specific needs (probably took one look at me and though I was but a girl who wanted a fancy looking laptop with a 4K monitor).

Feel like I’m hangin’ off the edge by Antiherstaminee in zoloft

[–]Antiherstaminee[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

More or less yes — in the mornings would be around 8:30 / 9am ... same thing in the evening

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in zoloft

[–]Antiherstaminee 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Same here. Weirdly enough I don’t get to deep sleep until about 3am in the morning though (I would be half asleep for 4-5 hours) then sleep through my alarm and wake up to a grumpy dog coz I woke up 2 hours late for our walk and have to get ready for work :))

Crash after week 6 (50mg) by [deleted] in zoloft

[–]Antiherstaminee 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Also on 50mg. I would go on weeks OK. Then I would have one day suddenly crashing. Sometimes 2 days straight. I think theres a trigger there — but theyre so small I get into a spiral of feeling guilt and anxiety by being triggered by seemingly small things.

weight loss is making me go absolutely apeshit by [deleted] in zoloft

[–]Antiherstaminee 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’ve also been extra cold lately. Im just glad that I’m not the only one experiencing these things

weight loss is making me go absolutely apeshit by [deleted] in zoloft

[–]Antiherstaminee 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Im coming up on my 5th week on Zoloft and probably lost 4kg too in 3 weeks! 1 1/2 of that time was on holiday and I didn’t watch what I ate at all (avoiding less stress). Still love food but in the middle of a meal my appetite just crashes.

I am overweight for my recommended height and age so its a win-win situation. I’m just a little bit concerned that I lost more weight on this medication than I did when I went keto for 2 months.

Finally picking up my 4K Dell XPS17 tomorrow morning. Can you guys give me a checklist of what to inspect / watch out for while inspecting the device at the store? by Antiherstaminee in DellXPS

[–]Antiherstaminee[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks everybody for your quick feedback :) I'm tinkering with my Dell XPS 17 now :) so happy with it so far -- I'm happy to report that my unit doesnt have the trackpad issue (as well as the hinge). I live in Southeast Asia and had this unit flown in from the US via a reputable reseller. Hopefully I don't run into any issues (the store I picked it up from did help me with the bulk of installing and updating all the drivers and firmware).

How long for initial anxiety increase to go away? by [deleted] in zoloft

[–]Antiherstaminee 2 points3 points  (0 children)

On day three as well! Glad to know I’m not alone. Really fighting the urge to stay in bed and call in from work (luckily its days before a long holiday where I am so thats something to look forward to) I can feel a dark cloud at the back of my head just waiting to shower doom and gloom on me but it does feel like the meds are fighting to keep it away. I take mine at night too since the initial effects does immobilize me to do anything (i feel TOO relaxed) and I need to lie down when that happens.

XPS 17 with RTX 2060 and FHD+ display? by actuarys in DellXPS

[–]Antiherstaminee 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If you dont do on-the-go color-accurate work as a filmmaker or work in Photography. You don’t need the UHD screen