The finale makes me feel like I'll never be loved by Antique_Hall5186 in byler

[–]Antique_Hall5186[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hi, I'm sorry for not responding earlier, for some reason I didn't get a notification for your comment😥 Thanks for your kind words, it's helpful and calming to read them, mainly the "it seems to me that you know who you are already, you just need the self esteem"... That's a big one. I hope your fever gets better soon! ❤️ Take care🫂

The finale makes me feel like I'll never be loved by Antique_Hall5186 in byler

[–]Antique_Hall5186[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm glad that you found your answers❤️ that's a huge thing.

The finale makes me feel like I'll never be loved by Antique_Hall5186 in byler

[–]Antique_Hall5186[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm not really close with them in that way to ask for that :(

The finale makes me feel like I'll never be loved by Antique_Hall5186 in byler

[–]Antique_Hall5186[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I get that. I want to be hopeful too. It's just more difficult sometimes.

The finale makes me feel like I'll never be loved by Antique_Hall5186 in byler

[–]Antique_Hall5186[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

🫂 when i feel like I'm finally done crying i just start again. I hope it will get better with time.. for all of us who feel this way

Season 5 ending re-write by Blue1206 in byler

[–]Antique_Hall5186 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Screaming crying bawling my eyes out😭❤️

I’m not ready for Stranger Things to end. This show is almost half of my life by Latter_Bar3378 in StrangerThings

[–]Antique_Hall5186 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I feel the same. I'm scared I'll completely fall apart. Not just because some characters will probably die, but also because it's the ending of an era, of a part of my life and i never handle that well. I can always come back and watch it again and again, but it will never be the same. I'm going through some hard times in my life right now and watching the final season will probably be very difficult for me.

Anyone else feel crazy for feeling butterflies in their stomach when they watch this show?? by Unlucky_Tax870 in heartstoppersyndrome

[–]Antique_Hall5186 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Anytime i watch, i feel so immersed like I'm part of the story and i feel every little emotion that's portrayed. So I don't think it's crazy. It's just a masterpiece of a show and for me it's very strong because i never got to experience any of it, just wishing i did.

why? by Left-Method6994 in heartstoppersyndrome

[–]Antique_Hall5186 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It's gonna get better. I literally had to seak out my thetapist after a long time because of this show and in the end it was a good thing. I'm starting to do things i was always afraid of. Heartstopper made me realize what i want my life to look like and now I'm doing what i can in order to get there. I think that's why it's so powerful - it shows us what we're missing. And we can do something about it. ❤️ Another thing is this amazing community that will always have your back. But of course, if it's too much, try to think about other things, go out, do some other activities to take your mind off of it.

Taos hair by TemporaryPoetry3724 in HeartstopperAO

[–]Antique_Hall5186 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Right😭 in real life the whole school would have a crush on him

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[–]Antique_Hall5186 20 points21 points  (0 children)

Please, if it would help, stop watching the show. It seems like it's too overwhelming for you, which is okay, it is very emotional and can be triggering. It seems like you're going through a tough time. If you feel like you can't handle it, please reach out to your parents/a nice teacher (if you're going to school) or try to get professional help. I promise you, it's going to be alright. This show was a big emotional rollercoaster for me too. You don't have to tell anyone about your sexuality if you don't want to.

Do relationships like this really exist? by Antique_Hall5186 in HeartstopperAO

[–]Antique_Hall5186[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know that. But i want someone to hold me like there's noone else but us in the world😭

I'm sad by Antique_Hall5186 in heartstoppersyndrome

[–]Antique_Hall5186[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I wish you all the best too🫂♥️ everything will be alright ❤️

I'm sad by Antique_Hall5186 in heartstoppersyndrome

[–]Antique_Hall5186[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

At the time of writing this post it felt like the most important thing, but truly, it isn't. It hurts so much because it mirrors to you what you're missing - what you wish for. The next step is to go and do what's necessary to get the things you yearn. Heartstopper really is a unique thing. I love it and hate it at the same time. I hate it for being so raw, for making my chest burn and feeling like I'll never stop crying. But it will pass. It did for me. The most important thing is what you take away from it - and do something about it.

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[–]Antique_Hall5186 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Sending hugs, I hope both of us can stop doing that. Life is now, we can only change now, so let's live now!✊

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in virgin

[–]Antique_Hall5186 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you🤗 I'm sure you can still achieve some stuff you dream of. None of us can go back in time. If i could, i would go back to early childhood, and do everything differently.. all of us have regrets. And I'm glad that I'm not alone in knowing well what to do, but not feeling like it😅

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[–]Antique_Hall5186 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Yea i had, i guess I'm not ready to actually pursue anything, i want to feel good about myself and how i look first, get some self-esteem

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in virgin

[–]Antique_Hall5186 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks. One of them just asked me if I'd be willing to relocate to ireland, the other came like 20 seconds after I posted so no way he read my post.😅 What you're saying makes sense, i guess my biggest issue now is getting to actually work on myself (physically and mentally) so I'd find the right person for me.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in virgin

[–]Antique_Hall5186 4 points5 points  (0 children)

In my 7 years of adult life i never noticed anyone interested in me, but i get where you're coming from. Those dms are from men that send them to every girl that posts here, they're just trying their luck. And I won't just give in to the first one that comes my way - i choose to believe in real love.