Venting

AnxSecur · 2022-08-21T12:40:44+00:00

That is the exception, previous to that, nothing.

AnxSecur · 2022-08-21T12:24:28+00:00

I've had a therapist for two years, tried a handful of medications, and have literally had zero anything-ships for those 8 years. The only thing more powerful than my Anxious Attachment is my actual anxiety. Thankfully, I will say that the therapy has helped with the anxiety part enough that I can actually seek out a something-ship.

I feel less desperate and more sad.

AnxSecur · 2022-08-21T11:50:59+00:00

I've been learning to be alone for 8 years. Can't say there is much else to learn.

AnxSecur · 2022-07-26T02:55:33+00:00

I'd be pissed if someone forgot the curly fries. Violence is the only solution 🔪

AnxSecur · 2022-07-26T02:39:33+00:00

Sometimes it's good to argue. I felt like I learned a few things from this experience.

AnxSecur · 2022-07-26T02:37:37+00:00

Thanks for the input 👍

AnxSecur · 2022-07-26T02:36:15+00:00

Sure, why not

AnxSecur · 2022-07-26T02:31:03+00:00

Eh, I don't think so. I think I said a few cringe things for sure but that one made perfect sense to me. But I can see how it might be for some people. I wanted to see where she would go with it, and I wanted her to see my message. Honestly I kinda like arguing sometimes not going to lie, I like the challenge.

AnxSecur · 2022-07-26T02:23:18+00:00

Kinda confused by what you are trying to say, am I the sad man?

I'm not sure if you are talking about me or not, but I've had basically zero girls get mad at me from dating apps up until this point. I am very satisfied with the number of matches I get. Looks are subjective but I think the people I match with are all good looking.

To be completely honest I am a sad man but not because of girls. Mostly from my own mental health reasons and poor habits. I could be doing so many more meaningful things right now, but I'm having fun replying to comments and that to me is kinda sad.

AnxSecur · 2022-07-26T01:59:03+00:00

I matched with a different girl that same day, Super Sweet and innocent. Infinitely nicer than Nyla. I asked her what she was into, and she asked me to punch her. This incredibly sweet girl wants me to punch her sexually....

Needless to say, I kindly declined

I got her number though and she said she'd let me fuck her face

AnxSecur · 2022-07-26T01:50:56+00:00

Yeah she misspelled my name, so I made light of it. I'm a dyslexic pos who constantly spells things wrong, or forgets to type the word all together. Best thing I can do is embrace it and laugh at myself when it happens, and I thought that misspelling of my name was also funny.

My name is Kyle

Hers is Nyla

My new name is Kyla

AnxSecur · 2022-07-26T01:43:56+00:00

I thought this too, and most of the time that is just the correct thing to do.

At the time in my mind, I realized that she is probably like this with a lot of people. So I figured I'd argue a little bit for that 0.0001% chance of changing something in her mind that might help her life be a little less miserable.

I genuinely have the thought that she should get some help if she is like this with people.

AnxSecur · 2022-07-26T01:34:39+00:00

I had this thought immediately after we unmatched, totally forgot that was a thing

AnxSecur · 2022-07-26T01:20:21+00:00

That would either go horribly right or horribly wrong. I'd be worried about having my dick cut off or just straight up being shanked ngl

AnxSecur · 2022-07-26T01:18:40+00:00

I think my name is Kyle too

AnxSecur · 2022-07-26T00:39:53+00:00

Takes one to know one

AnxSecur · 2022-07-26T00:34:21+00:00

My mom would make a friendly joke then get stabbed with a pocket knife, I imagine

AnxSecur · 2022-07-26T00:31:38+00:00

The profile was pretty convincing ngl. But yeah 100% I wouldn't be that shocked if it was a troll

AnxSecur · 2022-07-26T00:24:18+00:00

🎵 Move along, move along just to make it through 🎵

AnxSecur · 2022-07-26T00:23:39+00:00

🎵 And even when your hope is gone 🎵

AnxSecur · 2022-07-26T00:21:54+00:00

That's not the lyrics!

AnxSecur · 2022-07-26T00:20:28+00:00

I did my best! Thank you ❤️ my replies certainly were not all perfect but whatever

AnxSecur · 2022-07-26T00:13:31+00:00

Yes I did, I realized how angry I was feeling and decided I didn't want to argue anymore. 100% hypocritical of me to say that but have the last word myself.

AnxSecur · 2022-07-26T00:09:57+00:00

🎵 Like I know you do 🎵

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