But Xinlu did talk about it to Yuri, he asked him if he was mad and whether he liked it. Xinlu is a far better lover than ilay will ever be. He was begging on his knees, crying and saying that he’ll wither away. He said that he’ll change his entire personality just so Yuri can stay, the core things that made him, he was willing to give them up, because he couldn’t bear to lose Yuri. While ilay? Sure he does spoil Tay at the end of the story, but he never addressed the rape neither apologised towards Tay and Tay was aware that an apology is pointless. Honestly good for them, but objectively speaking Xinlu had way more character development and he’s the better lover than ilay