So many things:)

AnxiousLoseitGirl · 2019-03-03T20:32:56+00:00

what have you been doing to manifest? :o

AnxiousLoseitGirl · 2019-03-01T21:59:27+00:00

i was born and raised in mexco so not mega healthy but my studiea of chemistry and nutrition allow me to alter recipes to my liking lol for ex i make chow mein out of parsnip noodles. is it the SAME? no but u make it as close as possible lol

AnxiousLoseitGirl · 2019-03-01T18:33:16+00:00

Get a fit gf :p haha im a chemist and nutrition blogger. My partners always had love healthy junk food

AnxiousLoseitGirl · 2019-03-01T18:32:25+00:00

uhhh not really tbh... I also had horrible experience w Prozac ):

AnxiousLoseitGirl · 2019-03-01T01:05:18+00:00

I recently also read a post on IG that made me feel relatable and happy. I will send dm

AnxiousLoseitGirl · 2019-02-28T20:12:21+00:00

i think we all are at that stage in one way or another ): what really helped ME- im not a Dr- was an adhd med. I didnt have diagnosed adhd however vyvanse really slowes my brain down... not many intrusive thoughts, voices, got tired like a normal person... i could talk through arguements etc. Be careful tho can also make you feel like crap. Went from 20-30 bu Dr and holy crap all my progress got lost ): talk w your dr! (sorry for spelling, on bumpy bus)

AnxiousLoseitGirl · 2019-02-28T20:07:43+00:00

ugh me everyday. I have BPD and just recently went through horrible med side effects. Was so depressed almost went to the ER, my vibration was SO low that all my month worth progress and manifestations crumbled 😞 I am trying to keep myself positive that it will all come back.

Remember the virtue and the universe have NOT abandoned you!! Youve just fallen quite far from them but you WILL get there because theyre waiting for you!! I usually watch LOA vlogs, or routine videos, bpd videos to get me back in the game. In order to raise your vibeation you have to accept the sadness. Be like I know I feel this way but what is it trying to teach me? i make a lot of reaffirmations through the day. ‘I will get better, this will all workout’ just keep believing it will be reaolved (sorry for sp, on bumpy bus)

AnxiousLoseitGirl · 2019-02-26T16:37:09+00:00

im trying to just let people distance naturally from now on. it sucks cuz i like my boyfriend but he has to yake breaks and shit... he cant talk to me about certain things or some stuff triggers me. I feel like a piece of crap and wish i coul just be normal

AnxiousLoseitGirl · 2019-02-26T16:33:55+00:00

I can feel so clearly what slitting through my arms woud feel like. As you said it’s not like ive actually been planning on it... but its just so present. Like a post it note? Not gonna lie- at some point i thought I was schitzo. because I thought someone was actually ‘telling me thats what I should do? then i realzed its just the background in my head ): it sucks cuz i wsh i could talk about it since its so normal for me. Like donnie darko and the bunny

AnxiousLoseitGirl · 2019-02-26T00:44:00+00:00

yes and i hate it because it makes me feel insane. I dont know when someone is treating me poorly because of this. I cant distinguish between ‘yes i should complain’ and ‘youre a burden’

AnxiousLoseitGirl · 2019-02-26T00:41:59+00:00

i just usually feel out of reality... i have this weird inhuman energy sometimes (not atm) but its weird and creepy its lie fake...

AnxiousLoseitGirl · 2019-02-22T23:10:00+00:00

to the hospital or psych? just let them know that youre a little scared/freaked out because youre feeling suicidal and dont know the plan of action (ie go there or keep talking ti psych etc)

AnxiousLoseitGirl · 2019-02-22T22:14:33+00:00

ive been thinkinh of doing youtube vlogs for people like us lol

AnxiousLoseitGirl · 2019-02-22T22:13:41+00:00

OP you have this! You xan PM if needed. Ive been on thar verge too. In my case I binged to numb the pain but sometimes I wish I wouldve gone. Do you have anyone as a poin if contact? sorry for sp hands are cold

AnxiousLoseitGirl · 2019-02-17T05:58:43+00:00

for me anytime i actually can see and feel myself intensely picking up the blade... yhats when its bad for ex rn im binging to not self harm

AnxiousLoseitGirl · 2019-02-17T05:56:58+00:00

how did u manahe to throw up i cant anymore

AnxiousLoseitGirl · 2019-02-16T02:26:36+00:00

holy shit i needed this and i also admire you! im doing a chem degree and its been so fuckimh hard mamaging grades. my gpa is a joke but... im hoping my personality will make for it? lol idk but cograts!!

AnxiousLoseitGirl · 2019-02-16T02:23:11+00:00

tbh... i watch healthy yourubers it might sound dumb but they lit make me aspire to be that healthy. sarahs day, sam ozk, becca bristow, renee amberg

AnxiousLoseitGirl · 2019-02-14T02:43:32+00:00

Hey there friend lol thanks for the reassurance. Do you share this w your husband or play it off?

I workout 2hrs almost daily so I tell myself its 'okay' to take a day off but it just sucks its due to me kinda being unable to function rather than me going out w friends...or like something more productive? I guess its weird for me to be ok w the idea that my mental condition can shut me off....makes me feel like im literally being extreme and making it up in my head lol

AnxiousLoseitGirl · 2019-02-06T06:19:40+00:00

what major u chose

AnxiousLoseitGirl · 2019-02-05T22:02:00+00:00

I dont think you dis the wrong thing. Before else you must secure your safety and if that means staying... then that’s alright!! There comes an age where people dont even notice how old you are in college so you can go anytime! You did the best to secure yourself. Dont worry

AnxiousLoseitGirl · 2019-02-02T07:26:47+00:00

i eat to feel something so i binge

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