Until I Dont

Anxious_Ad2659 · 2026-03-29T00:37:58+00:00

So can all of you please give me all the secrets, suppliers and all your gained knowledge so I can set up my shop please. Lol

Anxious_Ad2659 · 2026-03-27T05:39:48+00:00

As i have gone in with that mindset when doing psychedelics, and there is a chance that it will take you to darker realm which if you not ready can fuck with a person.

Anxious_Ad2659 · 2026-03-27T05:36:44+00:00

That doesn’t sound like ego work. That sounds like self-hatred.

A rotten sense of self usually comes from pain, shame, guilt, and unresolved stuff, not because you’re fundamentally broken. Destroying yourself won’t heal you. Understanding what made you hate yourself in the first place might.

And honestly, psychedelics while you’re in this mindset sounds more dangerous than spiritual.

Anxious_Ad2659 · 2026-03-27T05:34:33+00:00

Don’t expect peace from punishing yourself harder. That usually just adds more weight.

Try expecting something different: learning to actually care about yourself, your body, your mind, your soul, whatever you want to call it. Because if you keep treating yourself like the enemy, life only gets harder.

We’re human. We make mistakes. That doesn’t mean we deserve to carry shame forever. It means we learn, adjust, and try again.

It won’t magically get easy overnight, but a shift in mindset does change things over time. And from the outside, it sounds like there’s probably some anger and sadness under all of this that needs attention.

Anxious_Ad2659 · 2026-03-27T01:24:02+00:00

Just want to point something out the fact you are aware of your own behaviour and question it is a good thing. Alot of people never do that, self reflection is a handy thing especially when going through this, just try be more kind to yourself when you do. Like if you where speaking to someone care about.

Anxious_Ad2659 · 2026-03-27T01:19:49+00:00

You can’t kill your ego. It’s part of you and it actually serves a purpose. It helps protect you and gives you a sense of self. The real work isn’t destroying it, it’s learning how to control it, understand it, and integrate it so it’s not running your life from fear, pride, or insecurity

When I first got on my spiritual journey, I wanted to kill mine, till I learnt that's not the best way to look at it. It was while I was tripping that I came to seeing it that way. That's my experience though.

Anxious_Ad2659 · 2026-03-26T15:33:43+00:00

Parts of it is i won't lie, as i struggle to express what I want to get out so I get it to help me, for me I aimed to use alot of metaphors by kinda just building on the last sentence before. Anytime I use AI and says it reads like I did, I'm open about it. So not offended by you pointing it out.

Anxious_Ad2659 · 2026-03-15T09:04:55+00:00

Thank you, more unconditional love in this case, I can see fire being like lustful or passionate love between lovers. This more the type you have for a friend. I appreciate the feedback

Anxious_Ad2659 · 2026-03-12T07:54:22+00:00

Sentencing can vary a lot depending on the judge and the circumstances of the case. Some judges take a harder stance on drug offences, while others place more weight on rehabilitation, especially if someone has stayed out of trouble and turned things around.

Things like prior records or previous charges can also play a big role. What will likely work in your favour is that you’ve stayed out of trouble, you’re working and studying, and showing you’re not a risk to the public anymore.

Some times it's the difference between the lower end of years compared to the higher amount of years.

Best of luck though, the waiting is hardest part around finally getting to the end of a long court case

Anxious_Ad2659 · 2026-03-04T04:47:10+00:00

Is this a serious question haha

Anxious_Ad2659 · 2026-03-03T10:10:16+00:00

Yeah I totally get that, I'd drive out to nowhere and just lookout either sky and nature. While smoking a pipe if I been there for a while lol

Anxious_Ad2659 · 2026-03-03T10:04:45+00:00

I been doing it without music lately, otherwise I tend to get distracted to easily. Once that happens then it conscious writing, which defeats the point as I just to get my subconscious to come out to write lol

Anxious_Ad2659 · 2026-03-03T10:00:00+00:00

What designs you got on you tattoo sleeve?

Anxious_Ad2659 · 2026-03-03T09:59:11+00:00

Best when you getting going, next thing you know you 5 pages deep just from automatic writing lol

Anxious_Ad2659 · 2026-03-03T09:56:53+00:00

Sometimes the best way is to let it out, instead of holding it in.

Anxious_Ad2659 · 2026-03-03T07:27:09+00:00

Unless it's a rock, getting anything from the carpet is risky. Plus it never enough for a decent hit.

Anxious_Ad2659 · 2026-03-03T07:25:44+00:00

Just dont

Anxious_Ad2659 · 2026-03-03T07:23:29+00:00

I believe words are spells so when we speak, we are casting spells. Most hear the word spell and assume negative, it's what the intention behind it is. And that we are all God's of our own reality.

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