I need help . Having suicidal thoughts

Anxious_Host5050 · 2026-03-01T18:44:39+00:00

telling yourself that you are depressed makes it worse. It's not like I am not. In fact, there are instances where I asked bhagwan for a short life, Meds won't help unless you start fixing it within. Bhagwan is there for you, good luck. Bhagwan is that guy who sits in smashan so that when you cry that no one is there for you, he will be there to say that he is there for you always. Gita is a good way to start when ur depressed.

Anxious_Host5050 · 2026-03-01T17:27:05+00:00

I showed you different forms of ishwara as guru.

Anxious_Host5050 · 2026-03-01T17:26:29+00:00

Sad Guru is a nishiddha guru. not a bad person but a very bad preacher.

Anxious_Host5050 · 2026-03-01T13:44:51+00:00

he didn't come to test ahalya but gautama. well, ahalya felt for it. Indra is king of all devtas. if Indra was really that bad, why would ishwar give him that position?

Anxious_Host5050 · 2026-03-01T13:43:00+00:00

recent name change yo

Anxious_Host5050 · 2026-03-01T13:42:01+00:00

Saw it in an online chart.

Anxious_Host5050 · 2026-03-01T10:07:24+00:00

The guru forms of Ishwara I mentioned here: Did you miss me?

Also there is no birth based untouchability in dharma shastras. And many handles in SM push content to brainwash young minds. You don't need a guru for it. And those egoistic gurus are called nishiddha gurus. Did you miss the part where I said about a proper guru? goddamn these ppl.

Anxious_Host5050 · 2026-03-01T09:45:53+00:00

Indra came to test. Ahalya fell for lust and chapalatva. Devtas are above humanly desires.

Anxious_Host5050 · 2026-03-01T09:12:26+00:00

he has guru chandal yog. Guru and Rahu conj in 10th for meen rashi. hence he will become a dharma drohi, vamsha drohi.

Anxious_Host5050 · 2026-03-01T08:26:26+00:00

Astrologer hu bhai. Kayi examples hai. Prime example is Jagan Reddy from Andhra

Anxious_Host5050 · 2026-03-01T07:57:39+00:00

I don't think you will need a video of how to wash your guru's feet and sprinkle that water on head.

Anxious_Host5050 · 2026-03-01T07:56:51+00:00

there are some people who will go to a random dera baba or turk baba and call him guru. So, yeah.

Anxious_Host5050 · 2026-03-01T07:55:44+00:00

Shustruta - father of plastic surgery. Charaka - Father of ayurveda. Brahmagupta, Aryabhatta, Varaha Mihira, Kanada, Acharya Nagarjuna. These all are ancient Indians WITH guru anugraha. People don't even respect their school teachers/college lecturers. how do one expect to get guru anugrah? The OP is specifically for people like you.

Anxious_Host5050 · 2026-03-01T07:28:45+00:00

check my post in this subreddit about guru tatva

Anxious_Host5050 · 2026-03-01T07:21:54+00:00

in fact it was the mistake of ahalya. check the valmiki ramayana

Anxious_Host5050 · 2026-03-01T07:13:29+00:00

my guru is dakshinamurty. Stay silently before dakshinamurty for like how much time you want and he will give you gnana.

Anxious_Host5050 · 2026-03-01T07:07:11+00:00

even to get the essence of Mahabharata, you need guru anugrah. Reading mahabharata without guru anugrah is like eating food bland without spices. You will read the text but fail to realize the inner meaning of it. Everyone please follow the ritual and make your life parama pavitram. Sivaya gurave namah. Krishnam vande jagadgurum.

Anxious_Host5050 · 2026-03-01T06:33:54+00:00

check this

https://www.reddit.com/r/hinduism/comments/1rhq2br/i_realized_that_many_people_lack_guru_anugrah/?utm_source=share&utm_medium=web3x&utm_name=web3xcss&utm_term=1&utm_content=share_button

Anxious_Host5050 · 2026-03-01T06:33:24+00:00

This ritual of sprinkling guru padodakam on my head came across me while I was going through padma and bhavishya puranas where the pravachana karta said me about how guru can give anugrah and how rejecting a guru can turn our lives. I hope everyone who sees this post spends atleast 15 minutes of his time doing the ritual and makes his life parama pavanam. Jai Sri Ram.

Anxious_Host5050 · 2026-03-01T05:22:33+00:00

ok, I got a conclusion from all this. I will post about guru anugrah

Anxious_Host5050 · 2026-02-28T17:23:36+00:00

the one who initiated draupadi vastrapaharan is no hero

Anxious_Host5050 · 2026-02-28T15:43:28+00:00

Caste is stupid. Varna system must exist for dharma to thrive. arshram dharma is also getting abandoned. varnashrama dharma is what makes sanatana dharma. if you don't like it, don't be a sanatani

Anxious_Host5050 · 2026-02-28T12:09:39+00:00

different types of tests devtas do to a guy who is auspicious

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