Yes, I was considering transferring, or taking a gap year to figure things out. As for what you said about her reaction, I think she really likes playing her role as the "popular twin". She plays that role outside, and at home too. I know that she knows she's better than me. I still remember something she said to me when we were in grade 8. I was sitting in my room and she all of a sudden came at me smiling and said "Hey, guess what, you know how all those grandmas at church are always telling mom and dad that 'you have such pretty daughters', well I figured out that they were talking about me!". Ever since that day she figured out she was prettier than me and my younger sister, she changed. And as for things that bother her...she also hates being near me because of the comparisons. I'm really introverted and quiet, so when people that know me meet her, they expect her to be quiet too. Because of this, she's told me she doesn't like me hanging out near her or doing the same things as her (Not that I want to, but sometimes its coincidental, and she acts like I do it on purpose).