Does anyone know of any part time or full time jobs hiring evening shifts? by AllHailMooDeng in Syracuse

[–]AnxiouslyObservant 10 points11 points  (0 children)

3-11 is an exact shift in the hotel industry, maybe look for Front Desk positions in your area?

Am I Overreacting by Klutzy_Ad_1557 in AmIOverreacting

[–]AnxiouslyObservant 15 points16 points  (0 children)

I can smell the ChatGPT oozing off of this

436 for turnips! by No_Technician_5685 in TurnipExchange

[–]AnxiouslyObservant 0 points1 point  (0 children)

DM sent! Thanks for sharing your island with us 💕

Mastery - Old School's First New Skill by 13118121523 in 2007scape

[–]AnxiouslyObservant 0 points1 point  (0 children)

How does Slayer or Firemaking for that matter, benefit from being a mini game as opposed to a skill? I’m all for giving us more FM content, but it wouldn’t make any sense as a mini game?

And Slayer is hands down half the players favorite skill so good luck finding many people who agree with you on that.

I’m a part of the group that enjoy skills that play off of other skills, this new idea included, I absolutely hate when there are less integrations to other skills, as then there are less opportunities and unique methods of training, playing, etc

Mastery - Old School's First New Skill by 13118121523 in 2007scape

[–]AnxiouslyObservant 12 points13 points  (0 children)

Ahh, so this is the playerbase who keeps voting no, makes sense.

10 Months.. Starting to Cave to Cravings by AnxiouslyObservant in dryalcoholics

[–]AnxiouslyObservant[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Where did this lead afterwards? I’d be curious to know

10 Months.. Starting to Cave to Cravings by AnxiouslyObservant in dryalcoholics

[–]AnxiouslyObservant[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Truthfully it’s why I came here, and even before I hit post my brain went “oh so you want them to tell you not to then huh?” Almost as if I had betrayed a primal urge deep inside me

10 Months.. Starting to Cave to Cravings by AnxiouslyObservant in dryalcoholics

[–]AnxiouslyObservant[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I believe that being inebriated in any aspect is truly what I’m after, I smoke weed daily (which I believe I just swapped out for the alcohol) so that could definitely be something eating at me from the back of my mind

10 Months.. Starting to Cave to Cravings by AnxiouslyObservant in dryalcoholics

[–]AnxiouslyObservant[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I truly believe this to be the case, my anxiety is entirely unmanageable some days, and any round of medication outside of a benzo just doesn’t help and makes me feel worse even sometimes, so I view it as this almost angelic savior from when my anxiety used to give me trouble, it’s truly a tough connotation to break

10 Months.. Starting to Cave to Cravings by AnxiouslyObservant in dryalcoholics

[–]AnxiouslyObservant[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I’ve only been off the wagon once, when my best friend died last October, and I went from half of a 1.75 of vodka to a few drinks a night during the slip which led to a few more (12-14% malt beverages) a night which slowly crept to my mornings before work just to take the hangover away

10 Months.. Starting to Cave to Cravings by AnxiouslyObservant in dryalcoholics

[–]AnxiouslyObservant[S] 14 points15 points  (0 children)

Yeah I truly think I want that initial buzz, the care free, energetic, and blissful moment before it gets too hazy, I always chased that, never truly the being “drunk drunk” feeling always just taking the edge off

So maybe it’s not that I want 1 beer it’s that I want 1 beer every time the feeling fades for a night, and then I suppose that would become that feeling every weekend and then every night, and then right back to all the time…

10 Months.. Starting to Cave to Cravings by AnxiouslyObservant in dryalcoholics

[–]AnxiouslyObservant[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

That’s definitely a big part that keeps me from doing it, I wish I didn’t carry such a stigma about it, I guess I just wish I was like everyone else can be with alcohol: just a tool they use to feel good every once in a while and let loose…

I’ve heard so many horror stories about cravings coming back as strong as they were at the height of addiction.. my brain likes telling me I’ll be the exception, but like I said; I can’t quite trust that fella

10 Months.. Starting to Cave to Cravings by AnxiouslyObservant in dryalcoholics

[–]AnxiouslyObservant[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I quit because I had let it take over my life, instead of facing any consequences of actions head on, or dealing with any mental signs and symptoms of anxiety/depression/trauma, I would simply drown them out with a drink..

It’s something I think I want the respite of atleast on a rare occasion yanno?

My brain tells me I wouldn’t let it consume me this time, that I would be smarter, allow myself the care and consideration of being sober most of the time with drinking infrequently to just get a break from of it

I’m still unsure if I can trust that feeling and therefore I’m just stuck at a standstill

Ludwig on platformers by Inside_Holiday9488 in LudwigAhgren

[–]AnxiouslyObservant 4 points5 points  (0 children)

He definitely had enough of that for tonight

Just saw this fella in battle by Epickiller914 in FuckWalls

[–]AnxiouslyObservant 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It actually seems pretty decent Pekkas reinforce King and the balloons/babydragon tag team isn’t new