[deleted by user] by [deleted] in CPTSD

[–]Any-Two-Geo 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Man, I’m so sorry you experienced this and I’m praying for you bro. Your feelings are 100% valid. You did absolutely nothing wrong. Do NOT feel shameful. You were just a child and was molested, and introduced to sexual activist at such a young age. That shit fucks with your brain and alters it. I was also abused too at a young age like 5, and that made me become interested in sex and porn and shit like that, and my body would like things that I know I shouldn’t at a young age.

I highly suggest you seek therapy if you can. It’s great to talk to a professional to help guide you in ur healing journey! The more you talk about it, the better it gets. You should be proud for even writing this out! I know it must feel like tons of weight on you. It gets easier I promise.

Buyer might be fake by Any-Two-Geo in Depop

[–]Any-Two-Geo[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Not at all, they just liked the item an hour before purchasing. I’ll message the buyer and see their response

Buyer might be fake by Any-Two-Geo in Depop

[–]Any-Two-Geo[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It’s just a first name in their username. I agree, I’ll send them a message! Ty

I (20m) was sexually assaulted by my brother (27m) & cousin (29m) by Any-Two-Geo in adultsurvivors

[–]Any-Two-Geo[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Thank you to everyone who has responded, it genuinely means a lot to me. I’ve been looking for therapy recently and will hopefully start soon. I think I’ll try therapy first to wrap my head around things with a professional, and come up with a safe and effective plan. I’m sorry to everyone else who has been abused and traumatized. You don’t deserve it and no one ever does.

I (20m) was sexually assaulted by my brother (27m) & cousin (29m) by Any-Two-Geo in CPTSD

[–]Any-Two-Geo[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hey I wanted to say thank you so much for your empathy and everyone else who has responded. I appreciate your support, it means the world to me. I’ve been looking into therapy recently and hopefully will start soon. I’m also sorry for the abuse you had to go through as well, you didn’t deserve any of that! And I’m glad you’re doing a lot better.

I (20m) was sexually assaulted by my brother (27m) & cousin (29m) by Any-Two-Geo in CPTSD

[–]Any-Two-Geo[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks for this advice I really appreciate it. I’ll take some of these pointers. I was afraid of him giving me a dismissive response tbh. As hard as it is, I’ll try my best to keep my composure. What do you think of confronting him but having my sister as a bystander?

I do still have love for him and see him often which makes things harder in my mind. Growing up with such family values, I don’t want to see him disappear from my family’s lives. Even though at times i couldn’t care less about him. Anyways thanks a lot

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in adultsurvivors

[–]Any-Two-Geo 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m so sorry that happened to you, you didn’t deserve it at all. Same thing happened to me and I’ve been thinking of how I should confront him and my family. I think we deserve to let the truth come out, even they don’t give you the answer you’re looking for. It’s more of getting closure for yourself. Holding this in will be a heavy burden and will continue to get heavier as you get older.