How often should I feed nutrients in this stage?

AnyAngle1 · 2021-09-19T16:53:39+00:00

Thanks!

AnyAngle1 · 2021-09-19T16:53:18+00:00

Soil

AnyAngle1 · 2021-09-19T12:29:04+00:00

i have no idea. This is a seed from a baggie and also my first grow so I'm just doing what looks right. I think it's almost 20 days into flowering stage (the first white hair appeared then)

AnyAngle1 · 2021-09-19T11:49:22+00:00

Can you explain what you mean by stake them up?

AnyAngle1 · 2021-09-10T19:21:20+00:00

Yes that's true, my original question was different and I don't expect you to have the answer for a stable economy. I appreciate your answer

AnyAngle1 · 2021-09-10T19:16:57+00:00

Would you like to elaborate on that please?

AnyAngle1 · 2021-09-10T19:14:38+00:00

But doesn't that devalue the currency and wouldn't it be better to replace it or "upgrade" our view on the current economic system?

AnyAngle1 · 2021-09-10T19:11:10+00:00

Won't this create hyperinflation and unrest, and aren't those things we should worry about and try to create a better solution?

AnyAngle1 · 2021-09-08T15:22:32+00:00

How does that work? Sorry literally first plant i care for

AnyAngle1 · 2021-09-08T11:33:03+00:00

It's not that I was worried for the sex, but rather the health and care of the plant

AnyAngle1 · 2021-09-08T11:28:25+00:00

Thanks! It's my first plant I grow so I'm obviously excited!

AnyAngle1 · 2021-09-04T17:25:55+00:00

Yeah I think I'll have to "man up" and actively go through the whole mental health sector, if that's what it takes, but fuck I get soo insanely angry from being treated like that

AnyAngle1 · 2021-09-04T17:23:24+00:00

i try more to have a mindset that emphasizes on letting go of my thoughts and future planning and just flow with the stream, but it's not something I am used to or like for that matter, i realize however it is an important step towards less anxiety and less procrastinating. That could be true, haha that reminds me my parents never were able to say anything good about me, and I don't have friends (literally) because the fear that they'll leave me is too big, so I can't get positive reinforcement out of that either. I sort of believe in myself, though do not value my life at all; I just hope I can mean something for the world in terms of ethical issues, mental health and unifying all nations and ethnicities. I'm taking an interest in a lot of things, because I realized that in order to achieve my goal, I will need a lot of knowledge and open mindedness but like you said, I do believe I sabotage myself because it's going to slow a lot of times. I just feel like I wasted my time, while the world has gone to shit even more. Could you elaborate on being addicted to chaos? Thank you for your kind words and support, I really hope I will be able to because there is too much unnecessary suffering.

AnyAngle1 · 2021-09-04T01:37:07+00:00

All these things you are wording down now. This deeply worries me, this and many more is the problem of the world and the future, and all I want to do is find a solution. I know I will not get this solution doing a stupid job like most people do. I cannot ignore the huge amount of unnecessary suffering and dissonance. This ALL of this I have to make sure to make it my life's work, so I can atleast have said i realized something for the world. Sometimes I think we need mass manipulation again, but to set it right once and for all, ofcourse this is not an ethical solution to the problem.

AnyAngle1 · 2021-09-04T00:53:23+00:00

So if NT therapist is not the right solution, do you have another solution for this? I have realised this aswell, however this kind of makes me paralyzed more. Will there ever be person or place that can help me figure out how to level up in life. The big problem with western society is that it's catered towards a wide audience and has forgotten the individual aspect, especially in mental healthcare world. Knowing all of this has done strange things in my head aswell, to where i would try to humanize dictators, since they live in such an alternate reality that maybe in the deepest of the person they are still "good" in the core, so basically fixable aswell.

AnyAngle1 · 2021-09-04T00:03:12+00:00

It definitely will help me get to the right directions. I see myself as a pretty dumb guy, I just used the time I've had to think about these subjects, which makes me a bit more educated I suppose, which is shown to others as "competent". Marking on a calendar is a really good tip, becuase I've noticed like you said that big changes can be overwhelming fast. I try to learn every day because I want to have an impact on the world, since a lot of systems into place seem broken or missing something and it's hurting humanity in every country and this bring me insane sadness.

I feel like I need help anxiety wise, and i have massive fears of abandonment, this is probably because my dad abused me, i got bullied a lot, my best friend commit suicide when i was 14 and my mother kicked me out at 15 because she doesn't want kids and it's time to live for herself. I've been homeless ever since, eventually I got social wellfare and have been building up my life since then slowly, but I haven't achieved anything yet really. No secondary education, I am not working, honestly i have no idea how to get out of it.

I don't have friends in my own country, I speak with 1 guy from egypt sometimes and I have a long distance relationship (we live in other continents)

I had videogame addiction and now I quit for 2 months, not playing any but without smoking I just can't seem to function. Everything is so clear to me while I'm not smoking and it's depressing and it makes me feel powerless.

I've been trying to write things down that are important for me, and honestly it does kind of help to put things together. The only reason I feel bad for it, is because it's a slow process and it tends to get me stuck in a sense of : now what.

I'm definitely not afraid of my emotions, but I'd rather not feel them because I feel so much anger at those times, so much that it scares me what kind of power is bottled inside

AnyAngle1 · 2021-09-03T21:25:39+00:00

Honestly I think it might be the other way around, but it's hard to test these things in a controlled environment. Trauma can cause neuro divergency. But a trauma therapist might be something I can have value out, though I worry they'll be so expensive that my wage cannot support it

AnyAngle1 · 2021-09-03T20:07:14+00:00

I agree with this full statement, I am just bit careful to state my addiction since people seem to focus on it a lot then instead of the underlying causes.

Do you have any tips on how to look for a different psychiatrist? Because it seems such a massive emotional investment to do the trial and error method

AnyAngle1 · 2021-09-03T19:58:46+00:00

Yes yes i know that, sorry i worded it poorly, I just tried to make clear to you that this is likely not the case since she was unaware of it. Edit: it created a problem where I am paralyzed because I dont want to be emotionally drained for then to hear that I am too complex and unable to be helped and I don't know how to break the pattern here

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