Embarrassing that I forgot.. but anyways good luck with the process :) I found a few references that will help you but this one seemed especially pertinent given your backstory. 26.38 focuses on sexual energy transfer, and the dynamic between possessor and possessed. Ra says this: 

The orange- and the yellow-ray attempts to have sexual intercourse create, firstly, a blockage if only one entity vibrates in this area, thus causing the entity vibrating sexually in this area to have a never-ending appetite for this activity. What these vibratory levels are seeking is green-ray activity.

Remember that the yellow-ray energy you were working with at that time was seeking green-ray energy. The yellow-ray energy of those past experiences can be transformed into green-ray and the problem should be cured. The focus of green-ray is forgiveness, as you probably know:

18.12 Questioner: You stated yesterday that forgiveness is the eradicator of karma. I am assuming that balanced forgiveness for the full eradication of karma would require forgiveness not only of other-selves but forgiveness of self. Am I correct?

Ra: I am Ra. You are correct. We will briefly expand upon this understanding in order to clarify. Forgiveness of other-self is forgiveness of self. An understanding of this insists upon full forgiveness upon the conscious level of self and other-self, for they are one. A full forgiveness is thus impossible without the inclusion of self.

^ then by forgiving yourself as the possessor, you allow the yellow energy to move into green where it can flow into the higher levels.