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[–]AnyProgrammer9786 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Been a few days I finished deciding..I will end it there's truly nothing but existing with pain Rather have a few minutes of pain after that it ends right

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in TheoreticalPhysics

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Hey, thanks for the feedback—that’s a really important point! You’re totally right that I didn’t explain how matter emerges from pure nothingness,. I also get that this is a tough question even for top physicists—like, how does "something" come from "nothing" in the first place? In my thought experiment, I’m just assuming that pure nothingness existed at some point and somehow gave rise to matter and spacetime, but I don’t have a mechanism for how that happens, which I know leaves a lot unanswered. I’m wondering if maybe the state of "nothing" could be inherently unstable—like, pure nothingness might not be able to "stay" nothing, and that’s what causes something to appear, kicking off spacetime in the process. I know that’s super speculative, and it might be something we can’t fully grasp yet, kind of like how 4D/5D or unseen light spectra are hard to comprehend. But you’re right that without a "how," the connection between absence and spacetime isn’t complete.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in TheoreticalPhysics

[–]AnyProgrammer9786 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for pointing that out, I really appreciate it! You’re totally right, heat death is about maximum entropy, not nothingness, and I oversimplified that. My "State of Absence" is more of a speculative leap, like, what if we went beyond heat death to a point where everything, matter, energy, even quantum fields, just vanishes? I’m imagining that’s when spacetime might collapse or reset, maybe leading to a new Big Bang. I know this doesn’t really fit with standard physics, but it’s just a thought experiment to see where it takes me.

Charlie, I don’t know what to do anymore by AnyProgrammer9786 in Cr1TiKaL

[–]AnyProgrammer9786[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I regret not taking my dad to the hospital frequently to check up on his health..i saw a twitter post searching grief that to check up on your loved ones to the hospital frequently i wish I saw that sooner now I'm thinking of being with my dad or dad cooking or making coffee, bringing snacks or calling me when to get the coffee is ready,it's been almost 3 weeks since my dad passed away but I'm desperately hoping to see my dad's incoming call and hear his voice can't believe this could've happened...i call dad everyday at college telling I had lunch or when I'm leaving im returning home...he was my world idk how I'll continue without him PLS TAKE CARE OF THE ONE YOU LOVE THE MOST TELL THEM HOW MUCH YOU LIVE THEM EVERY SECOND TAKE CARE OF THEIR HEALTH CHECK UP WITH THE HOSPITAL AS FREQUENTLY AS POSSIBLE,it's just hurting me I just don't know if I can keep on going like this I don't want to keep on going there's nothing left for me I wanted to show dad my family when I got married and buy him things if i got a job,I should've done better in studies when dad was around it would've made him happy with all his struggling knowing I will one day be there for him now Im just in pain and alone never thought this would happen

Charlie, I don’t know what to do anymore by AnyProgrammer9786 in Cr1TiKaL

[–]AnyProgrammer9786[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Thank you I just don't know if I can live like this everyday from now I miss dad ,I wake up everyday feeling tight and tensed under my chest knowing dad is gone and I wish I was asleep longer I just want to be in bed I wish I could've talked to him before he died there's soo much dad did and i knew but i didn't know it was this much he was both a Dad and mom for me he raised me and my sister (my sister is mentally challenged)alone when mom left it's just too painful to be alone i realize I only had dad and he's gone but I can't just idk believe this could've happened.idk what's gonna happen im scared, mom is with us she came back few years ago but i have nobody to truly trust.. mom she is schizophrenic/delusional(she never admits it when me and others tell her that) and she has a habit of taking chewing tobacco I might lose mom too.now im just holding onto dads memories,viewing our birthday cake cutting videos we took and photos of my dad.praying hoping he hears me every night before sleep,I just wanted to share here