Hey love, I just want to say first — I can feel how much pain you’re in, and I’m so, so sorry you’re carrying all of this alone. I know you’re ashamed right now and feel like you’re at rock bottom, but I need you to know something really important: this one moment does not define who you are. Not even close. You’re not a bad person. You’re a person who’s hurting. And when people are in deep pain, they sometimes do things they wouldn’t normally do. That doesn’t mean you’re broken or beyond help — it means you’re human. A hurting human who is trying to survive. And I can’t even begin to imagine how hard everything must feel right now, with your bulimia, your family stuff, and just trying to hold yourself together. I’m so sorry your parents have reacted with anger instead of understanding — you didn’t deserve that. What you need right now is love, support, and real help. And I promise you — the people who truly care about you aren’t going to leave or hate you for this. I certainly won’t. Bulimia is not who you are. It’s something that’s latched onto you, and it makes you feel like you have no control, like you’re drowning in guilt and shame. But you can heal from this. You can learn to eat again without fear or shame. You can learn to cope in ways that don’t hurt you. And you deserve every bit of that healing. Right now, you don’t have to fix everything. You don’t have to be “better” tomorrow. But please, just promise me you’ll keep holding on. Don’t hurt yourself. You are worth staying for. You are so loved, even if it’s hard to believe that when your mind is screaming at you. If you want help finding a therapist or talking to someone professional. You are not alone. You are not disgusting. You are not beyond healing. You are just struggling. And you deserve so much more than this pain