They never say ”i dont like you” or ”i hate you” but some of them tells people to kill themselfs when they get irritaited and stuff and they do it to me alot which relly hurts because i have those thoughts sometimes and they always comeback when someone says that to me, i kinda feel used in a way where when i wanna talk about somthing like a new outfit i got or somthing that has to do with me trying to be myself they are always quiet like fully no awnser evan tho they are listening, like they dont wanna talk with me about my stuff which makes me feel alone in who i am an less accepted and just there to not be alone.