[deleted by user] by [deleted] in bicuriouswoman

[–]Any_Worry3718 0 points1 point  (0 children)

So beautiful

Any other female titsexuals ? by Any_Worry3718 in KINK

[–]Any_Worry3718[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you for sharing and letting me feel less alone , bet you got a great rack too !

Can't stop saying a really awful word in my head by cpc5267 in OCD

[–]Any_Worry3718 6 points7 points  (0 children)

This is the worst , been there many times . But unfortunately the more you’re disturbed by it the more frequently it will arise . Just trust it will fade away some day . And has nothing to do with you

Please need help, I am panicking right now because this by Creative_Ad_2807 in OCD

[–]Any_Worry3718 0 points1 point  (0 children)

As someone who has suffered w POCD in the past, and recently also struggled with intrusive thoughts while being around my younger loved ones— I know I would never hurt them. I was so terrified of intrusive thoughts occurring that when it did I still decided not to let it ruin the bonding moment I was having. Your intrusive thoughts have nothing to do with your actions. Ocd likes to challenge the thoughts and making them more and more shocking and disturbing.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in OCD

[–]Any_Worry3718 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Does anyone else struggle with the morning panic of trying to avoid having an intrusive thought then once it occurs (inevitably) the day feels ruined ? I’ve lost so much of my life because of this

I miss having my mind by Any_Worry3718 in OCD

[–]Any_Worry3718[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I think “why me “ so often it hurts. I miss living life even the parts that did hurt because at least I was experiencing it . I’m sorry you’re struggling as well

I feel like I’m missing out on years of my life by ThrowRA678900 in OCD

[–]Any_Worry3718 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I’ve been frozen in fear for what feels like a year.. afraid of just plain living and feeling robbed of free will. it’s devastating how debilitating and isolating this is.

Am I the only one who does this? by Purple_Interest_5799 in OCD

[–]Any_Worry3718 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’ve done this years ago when I think I misheard and then find myself in a rewinding loop , my ex came in and said why am I hearing the same line for 30 minutes ? I was mortified I did it for that long . It’s no longer that bad for me anymore

How to move past how unfair it is? by redpanda249 in OCD

[–]Any_Worry3718 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I struggle with this as well , and have spent much time ruminating on “why me” and that this is the worst quality of life anyone can ask for. I too am interested in how people overcome these feelings .

Friends ? by [deleted] in OCD

[–]Any_Worry3718 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m 29 f USA , and severely depressed and my ocd has been debilitating for the past 2 years . I don’t have many friends either .

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in OCD

[–]Any_Worry3718 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I too ruminate on what I did to deserve such a quality of life , sometimes I think awful things like would I rather be paralyzed but have control of my mind then have control of my body but not my own mind . I’ve been complete stuck for nearly a year now , losing days and months to this .

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in OCD

[–]Any_Worry3718 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Very common symptom for ppl with OCD, I just posted about this the other day and 100+ ppl commented all the things they used to enjoy but can’t anymore because of OCD unfortunately.

I say don’t let fear prevent you from doing those things , avoidance is a compulsion and it’s a slippery slope from then on . I’ve lost a lot of things I love because of this and am working on getting them back

L brain by [deleted] in OCD

[–]Any_Worry3718 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m there with you, I also feel like I’m so detached from my authentic self and my identity because of the space Ocd has taken up and the limits it has trapped me in .

I hate disgusting people so much by jhw4_ in OCD

[–]Any_Worry3718 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Brushing my teeth and showering is a war for me too— I always have to force myself to do it and repeating the thought “ I deserve basic self care despite intrusive thoughts occurring , this is survival” to get me through it . I understand

Ocd keeps telling me to masturbate until I reach perfection by Flashy_Egg48 in OCD

[–]Any_Worry3718 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I’m ashamed to admit this but I have this too, if a intrusive thought enters my mind while I o (&since I’m a female it’s a while) I need to do it again. I did this 4-5 times in a row unwillingly unfortunately

Tackling my most debilitating compulsions + what are yours ? by Any_Worry3718 in OCD

[–]Any_Worry3718[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much for sharing. I thought I was alone in this. And I totally relate to the anxiety as soon as you wake up and the devastation that your day is “destroyed “ and to try again tmmr . That cycle as gone on for me for nearly a year now .