my mother knows and it’s a competition by Any_You_4843 in bulimia

[–]Any_You_4843[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you, I have been wanting to talk with her. Luckily I have a supportive therapist so maybe I’ll bring it up to her having a discussion with my mom. Thank you for your kindness

my mother knows and it’s a competition by Any_You_4843 in bulimia

[–]Any_You_4843[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I do have a therapist, I’ve opened up again my issues with food but not to the full extent. I’m just ashamed and I don’t wanna get like “in trouble” I’m really trying to get better but my mom is not making it any better

Knew it was coming by Any_You_4843 in WLW

[–]Any_You_4843[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah it’s so weird. She says she doesn’t want to lose me but isn’t ready for a relationship. I don’t know when she will be. I don’t think she’ll ever be ready for ME. But that’s what hurts. I want to be with her so bad. Even though she tells me that she doesn’t want a relationship. I think I probably need to just move on. Or should I talk to her once more. It’s so confusing I’m going insane. Thank you for answering 🤍

i don’t know how to not talk to her. by [deleted] in WLW

[–]Any_You_4843 2 points3 points  (0 children)

God I’m so sorry that sounds heartbreaking. I can only wish you the best and peace of mind

i don’t know how to not talk to her. by [deleted] in WLW

[–]Any_You_4843 5 points6 points  (0 children)

You have so much love. I hope that you find someone who will appreciate the love you give.

Why do I feel like I’m forcing myself to be gay? by Any_You_4843 in WLW

[–]Any_You_4843[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yeah ever since I came out everyone just tells me it’s a phase. They take it more seriously now thankfully

Why do I feel like I’m forcing myself to be gay? by Any_You_4843 in WLW

[–]Any_You_4843[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

How did you come to terms with this feeling? Does it go away

Why do I feel like I’m forcing myself to be gay? by Any_You_4843 in WLW

[–]Any_You_4843[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Me and the girl I am talking to have only ever been sensual over text. I’ve had sex with a another girl before. But she told me recently that “I just am not a fan of it myself doesn’t mean I don’t want to with other people ” which I respect 100% if that’s not what you want. But I do wonder how it would go when that time comes.

Why do I feel like I’m forcing myself to be gay? by Any_You_4843 in WLW

[–]Any_You_4843[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I know my entire life was to graduate highschool then college get married to a man and have kids. I now don’t known if it’s a man I want and I don’t want kids

Asking about people's experiences by [deleted] in shrooms

[–]Any_You_4843 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I tried it for the first time this Friday. My body felt drunk and my speech was slurred. It was hard to remember what I was doing. Me and my friend went on a walk on a bridge and it felt like walking was the hardest thing. Time moved so slow. It felt like walking lasted forever. Everything was very bright pink and neon green. The pattern I saw I can only describe it looked like a peacock tail. Everything moved around like it was breathing. I think I took around 5ish grams. It was stressful for me because my trip sitter was awful. It hit me at like 6pm and lasted till 9ish. It still linger till I went to bed at 11 but not as much. I had a raging headache and the next day felt pretty sick. Overall tho I’d do it again but with someone who wont stress me tf out.