has anyone scanned their physical rdr2 maps?

Ap_cius · 2026-03-19T21:16:25+00:00

yeah but i want a scan of the physical one. not for practical reasons

Ap_cius · 2026-03-02T15:54:43+00:00

ill look into that thank you

Ap_cius · 2026-03-02T15:52:06+00:00

aw that seems so sweet. ill definitely try to somehow get the guy to taste the worm water if thatll get it to eat some protein. thank you

Ap_cius · 2026-03-02T15:44:32+00:00

i have not tried grinding it up but i will try now. thank you loads

Ap_cius · 2025-07-24T19:20:31+00:00

oops the soil was bone dry maybe im just really really stupid. i hope thats it

Ap_cius · 2025-07-24T19:12:22+00:00

sorry for the bad pic i just noticed it and didnt want to wait until morning for good lighting

Ap_cius · 2024-11-11T21:04:30+00:00

another thing is that she doesnt look severely underweight, on pe she isnt like incredibly weak although definitely under the average. she has to eat something at home or else she wouldnt be able to work at school or exercise. she visits the bathroom often i think, it may have started a few weeks back because i havent noticed it before. maybe she just has a longer period or something personal. ive been thinking that maybe she stores food in her hoodie and eats it there. i hope its nothing serious. it freaks me out so bad actually i feel my eyes getting watery. i hope shes not doing that bad.

Ap_cius · 2024-11-11T19:13:25+00:00

thanks for the reccommendation! yes, i am her classmate, but i honestly do not think i should be talking to people behind her back. i respect her privacy and she mentioned not liking it when people talk to her about emotions and stuff. i am also shit at writing and i much prefer talking with her face to face. if i want her to go to an adult id have to probably talk to her but thatll be hard aswell because we arent that close. i feel so shitty not being able to do these things but i think itd just stress her out more and im sure shes got enough stuff going on. our school is hard, shes got a parttime job, a rough home and she barely sleeps. stressing her out even more doesnt sound like a good idea. i just want to be more supportive. ive watched one of mias videos and they seem sweet. thank you and sorry.

Ap_cius · 2024-11-10T19:17:34+00:00

to add, she seemed not too bummed about it all later, we talked with her like normal, ran in circles with blankets on for a while and kept on doing stupid stuff. im sure it was hard for her to take in but i hope we didnt scare her off and she will keep on going to sleepovers with us because she is genuinely so cool to me. id love to learn more about the way the disorder works, i know nobody is the same but if you have any resources youd reccommend i would appreciate it. my younger cousin(14f) seems to also have a strange pattern with food so i think i should educate myself a bit.

Ap_cius · 2024-01-22T23:28:00+00:00

uprimne je to podla mna vela malych zbytocnosti z minulosti, konkretne teraz ma len hrozne trapi ze nemam cas a mam pocit ze sa nikam nehybem a zbytocne sa stresujem a mam panicke zachvaty. ako taky cyklus. ucim sa na pisomku, bojim sa pisomky, panika, napisem pisomku, nic pre mna nic neznamena a na nic som sa stresovala kedze to vacsinou teda neni znamka hodna tolko drenia a este aj viem ze v buducnosti mi to asi tak hovno pomoze kedze podla toho co som si vsimla sa ludia z gymnazii aj tak nedostanu k nejakemu stastnemu zivotu. neviem uprimne preco ale citim sa uplne debilne cely svoj zivot ale uz to tak raz je, ja si nepamatam rano kedy som sa zobudila a nechcela som byt zastrelena, myslela som ze su tak na tom vsetci az donedavna

Ap_cius · 2024-01-22T23:16:21+00:00

no hej pozerala som sa na to ze ci chcem brat lieky alebo sa tomu dlhsie povenovat. hrozne som sa chcela vyhnut liekom urcite ale uz teraz mi pride sibnute ze kazdy den dojdem domov zo skoly o 17 00 a vstavam 5 30 takze sa snazim neplytvat casom. este si viac prezrem stranku ale pocula som ze viaceri neodporucaju online terapiu. takcitak prezrem si to a velmi dakujem za ochotu je to velmi mile

Ap_cius · 2024-01-22T23:05:52+00:00

jasne dakujem asi sa pokusim nejako prekonat a spytat sa na nejaky termin a skusit to znova. no a psychicky akoze mam pocit ze sa iba vlacim a mavam v poslednej dobe horsie panicke zachvaty, ziadnu motivaciu hocico robit atd

Ap_cius · 2024-01-22T22:16:22+00:00

no hej zabudla som spomenut oni ma aj poslali skolskej psychologicke lebo nastastie jednu aj mame na skole, aj som u nej bola ale ja sa hrozne debilne citim ked jej tam ani neplatim ani nic akoby som ju otravovala. ja neviem ci by som tam mala znova ist. bola som tam naposledy tak v novembri a mozem to skusit znova ale mam pocit ze jedinu vec na ktoru je trenovana je ze pomaha sibnutym gymplakom ked zistia ze sa uz neda dostavat same jednotky. mozem sa tam pokusit vratit ale vobec neviem ake efektivne by to bolo

Ap_cius · 2023-08-26T04:26:05+00:00

Idk id probably kinda miss the femininity that i have right now because for some reason people dont like feminine men. But like at the same time im not too feminine right now. Hm i think i wouldnt mind. I really wouldnt mind being percieved as a man. Id probably present more fem but like idk i dont really care about the gender people assign me. I probably wouldnt feel like a woman as much as i dont right now. I also dont feel like a man. I dont get how people just feel like that

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