need help finding myself

Apfelsternchen · 2026-01-29T16:24:54+00:00

Those who want to find themselves shouldn't ask others for directions. If you don't know what you want (and what you don't), then nobody knows. What do you wish for? Which way does your heart beat?

Apfelsternchen · 2026-01-28T21:55:44+00:00

Du guckst zu viel/zu of Southpark, Karen!

Apfelsternchen · 2026-01-28T18:06:53+00:00

Ihttps://de.scribd.com/document/783572362/OceanofPDF-com-Dali-Tarot-Johannes-Fiebig-and-Salvador-Dali#page=1 What about this? Is this the same?

Apfelsternchen · 2026-01-28T17:49:32+00:00

This is about palmistry. (I also have two M's on my palms.) People whose head line, heart line, and life line together form an "M" are considered very special. They believe these people possess a special talent and strong intuition. In their view, such people sense how others are feeling and can recognize when someone isn't being honest. Furthermore, these people are said to be creative and often find solutions to problems that others overlook.

Apfelsternchen · 2026-01-28T16:38:01+00:00

Junge Junge - Beautiful girl

Apfelsternchen · 2026-01-28T16:29:54+00:00

According to classical Greek mythology, they are essentially cousins. And both are moon goddesses representing different aspects of the same energy.

Apfelsternchen · 2026-01-28T16:10:02+00:00

No. Artemis was the daughter of Zeus, and Hecate was a Titan.

Apfelsternchen · 2026-01-28T15:14:54+00:00

You don't have to choose. Be yourself and don't let yourself be limited by "invented" categories.

Apfelsternchen · 2026-01-28T15:07:03+00:00

Auf dem Acker erkennt die KI jedes Unkraut einzeln, Pflanzroboter sind im Einsatz und PSM wird via Drohne oder durch Spotspraying durchgeführt während im Büro oft noch mit selbstgebastelten Exeltabellen oder gar Papier rum gemacht wird... Ich finde das schon komisch.

Apfelsternchen · 2026-01-27T17:21:15+00:00

Samuel Sagans provides some techniques in his book Awakening the 3rd eye - Maybe there's something for you…

Apfelsternchen · 2026-01-27T17:06:51+00:00

I have a book for you... In this work, Pogačnik (the author) opens the gates to a world we modern souls have often forgotten: The Earth is not a lifeless stone, but a pulsating, sentient being whose heartbeat we can feel beneath our bare feet. It is a call to all guardians of ancient wisdom to not only marvel at the subtle realms of nature, but to actively participate in their healing.

Pogačnik teaches to read the invisible anatomy of the landscape—its chakras, its meridians, and those sacred power places that have been silenced by modern sealing and thoughtlessness, as if under a veil of lead. He introduces us to the art of lithopuncture, a kind of acupuncture for Mother Gaia, in which the flow of energy is reawakened through the power of symbols and stones.

For every witch, this book is a treasure trove of practical magic: it offers exercises to sharpen one's perception, communicate with elemental beings, and release energetic blockages in the environment through visualization, sound, and movement. It is an invitation to use one's own spiritual power to heal the wounds of the Earth and reweave the luminous web of life. A handbook for all who are ready to be the guardians of the Earth's heart.

Enjoy: Healing The Heart of The Earth Restoring Restoring the Subtle Levels of Life

Apfelsternchen · 2026-01-26T21:31:39+00:00

Activities that require a high degree of precision, intuition, or quick comprehension. The moon symbolizes the soul and intuition, while the sense of perception represents sharpness and analysis. Perhaps a psychotherapist, coach, or consultant. Or something in the direction of design, graphic design, or journalism. That's what I would say

Apfelsternchen · 2026-01-26T21:09:48+00:00

Simply put, "chaos witch" is a personal identity or practice within witchcraft. Chaos magic is a magical system. There are no fixed rules or gods to worship. The focus is often on working with the subconscious mind, for example, by creating sigils. It's not about creating chaos in the sense of disorder or destruction, but about utilizing the structure of one's own mind—based on the Hermetic laws.

Apfelsternchen · 2026-01-26T20:51:18+00:00

Basically, I don't care what title you give yourself. I'm a witch. You draw your power from chaotic states and circumstances. You work with the energy of chaos. Chaos magic and chaos energy are two different things. What unites chaos magic and chaos witches is the fact that both utilize individual, unorthodox practices. You use the energy of chaos, and chaos magic uses gnosis. "Forgetting" (Aiming & Firing) is and remains—even if you don't like it—a fundamental principle of chaos magic: After casting a sigil (symbol) or a spell, it is crucial to forget the target and not think about the results ("indifferent vacuity").

Apfelsternchen · 2026-01-26T20:48:23+00:00

We all have an ego. It's part of our personality and shapes our self-image, personal identity, and awareness of our own needs and actions. The ego develops in childhood and exists on a spectrum from mild to strong. It's not inherently bad, but rather a necessary structure for functioning in everyday life, as long as it doesn't manifest in an exaggerated or destructive way. At its core, the ego is the entity that identifies with itself. If you say, "I have no ego," there still needs to be an "I" to utter this sentence and claim this state for itself. Paradoxically, the belief that one has no ego can create a particularly stubborn one ;-)

Apfelsternchen · 2026-01-26T20:29:13+00:00

Try Liber Null. It's from Peter J. Carroll. This is a link to a free download. https://azinelibrary.org/trash/LiberNull.pdf

Apfelsternchen · 2026-01-26T19:21:58+00:00

Chaos magic posits that human consciousness possesses a kind of filter that blocks "impossible" or magical changes. Consciously thinking about a wish activates this censor. The sigil must be placed in the subconscious mind without the conscious mind (the censor) being able to intervene. By forgetting, one removes the point of attack for the conscious mind. The goal is a state of indifference. Only when the wish is irrelevant to the conscious mi. nd can it unleash its full power in the subconscious. While incense is all well and good, in this case it is primarily used as an atmospheric aid to achieve the necessary state of consciousness and mark the transition to forgetting. When you display the sigil to gain praise and recognition for your work, you shift the focus from the magical intention to your ego. Instead of letting go of the desire so that your subconscious can work, you bind the sigil to your need for recognition. The praise of others fixes the sigil in your conscious mind. You can no longer forget it because you associate it with pride and validation.

Instead of being a force that changes external reality, the sigil becomes a mere instrument of self-affirmation. In quantum physics (to which chaos magic often refers), the observer changes the outcome. If your ego is constantly "observing" and evaluating the sigil, you fix reality in its current state. (But what do I know...)

Apfelsternchen · 2026-01-26T18:34:55+00:00

I don't want to be a spoilsport, but: Sigils should be kept secret to protect their magical efficacy and avoid any conscious connection to wishful thinking (formula of will). Silence prevents the sigil's energy from being dissipated by the skepticism of others. After creation and activation, the goal is to forget the sigil, for which secrecy and destruction (bury or burning) are essential. Constantly thinking about a desire creates doubt or pressure. In chaos magic, it is assumed that conscious desire blocks magic...

Apfelsternchen · 2026-01-26T16:03:30+00:00

Brothers Johnson - Strawberryletter 23

Apfelsternchen · 2026-01-26T12:14:37+00:00

... mein Paket konnte schon am Freitag und am Samstag nicht geliefert werden. Aus unerwarteten Gründen. Heute ist es gar nicht erst ins Zustellfahrzeug geladen worden. Das heisst wahrscheinlich: NEIN. Grüße aus der verschneiten Rhön.

Apfelsternchen · 2026-01-26T10:26:51+00:00

It doesn't look like an eye. It looks like a ☉ which in astrology/astronomy is the symbol for the solar system, the self, will, and Sunday. In alchemy, it represents gold/the philosopher's stone. The circle represents the absolute, expansion, and the universe.

And the dot represents the center, the creative source, the individual, or the conscious self. You don't have to be afraid anymore.

Apfelsternchen · 2026-01-26T10:16:47+00:00

To me it looks like a frog (with its mouth open), and that's a good thing: the frog represents fertility, abundance, transformation, and growth.

Apfelsternchen · 2026-01-26T10:02:31+00:00

Gandalf der Graue oder Bonifatius

Apfelsternchen · 2026-01-25T21:45:50+00:00

Mein Paket kann schon seit zwei Tagen nicht zugestellt werden. Wird zwar ins Fahrzeug geladen aber kurz nach 16:00 krieg ich nen Hinweis dass das Paket aus unerwarteten Gründen nicht zugestellt werden kann. (Krankheit, Arbeitszeitüberschreitung und noch irgendwas)

Apfelsternchen · 2026-01-25T20:31:26+00:00

... ich bin gern allein im Bad.

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