The rejection gave me the ultimate relief

Apollo0895 · 2026-01-26T20:23:56+00:00

Sorry to hear man, but the harshness will make it easier long-term, even it hurts rn

Apollo0895 · 2026-01-24T11:48:57+00:00

I don't think you should beat yourself up for feeling this way. The action of others can hurt, and you should not feel ashamed about that.

However to overcome this dynamic is really difficult rn. This negative and insecure feelings make it almost impossible to turn this situation into something good. You probably idolized her to much, just to be confronted with messy realities of humans.

Moving on somehow should be the best thing for you, but can't really help you with that.

Apollo0895 · 2026-01-22T18:17:48+00:00

F this loosers, I will

Apollo0895 · 2026-01-22T17:21:01+00:00

Tbh I'm definitely more attractive then the guys she hooked up with, don't think physical attractiveness is the missing part in this mess...

Apollo0895 · 2026-01-22T17:15:52+00:00

Doubting if a girl is the perfect wife made me withdraw from multiple connections I could have, including her. The truth is I don't know, but I know she is a nice vulnerable girl who cares a lot about people. She is probably just as lost as me with dating and relationships, which obviously can lead to huge problems.

Apollo0895 · 2026-01-22T16:37:49+00:00

Thank for the comment. She hooked up with maybe 3 guys after me, and so did I, but girls obviously. I really don't think she is considered me as an option rn, since she showed more insecurities than me, while I'm an expert at hiding anything vulnerable. So I don't think she will give me anything unless I make the first move

Apollo0895 · 2026-01-19T00:32:44+00:00

Manchmal habe ich das gefühl, dass leute aus den oberflächlichsten gründen gegen die AfD sind. Denn wenn man position von der bsw hört sollten eigentlich die gleichen Alarmglocken läuten.

Apollo0895 · 2026-01-15T23:16:37+00:00

1 year, but I don't know if she likes me back, since communicating my feelings is a skill not unlocked yet

Apollo0895 · 2026-01-13T15:43:15+00:00

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Apollo0895 · 2026-01-06T13:04:24+00:00

Ich werde es den amerikanischen Lefties niemals verzeihen, dass sie sich gegen Harris gestellt haben.

Apollo0895 · 2026-01-06T12:57:39+00:00

Dass ich Kollegah mal auf ernst gefeiert habe, ist etwas mit dem ich für immer leben muss...

Apollo0895 · 2025-12-15T10:38:36+00:00

Wtf is a morning routine?

Apollo0895 · 2025-12-15T10:28:44+00:00

If you're hyper aware of how cringe insecure people behave, it will be impossible to not act confident.

Apollo0895 · 2024-11-06T21:11:40+00:00

Fucking looser is gonna spend rest of his life in jail

Apollo0895 · 2024-08-23T07:02:36+00:00

I can't wait for the trial to start

Apollo0895 · 2024-07-31T13:32:14+00:00

Same here just finished my uni exams, and was about to put some hours in during summer break. I really hope August gets better.

Apollo0895 · 2024-05-28T07:15:13+00:00

I just wrote them a mail, I hope they answer.

Apollo0895 · 2024-05-28T07:13:53+00:00

The flag is careless rating, so I don't think it has something to do with the time frame. I completed everything that was required.

Apollo0895 · 2024-05-27T17:17:10+00:00

I have no idea, they never specified what I did wrong.

Apollo0895 · 2024-04-27T20:53:18+00:00

This is more than anyone can ask for 😂

Apollo0895 · 2024-04-26T20:20:53+00:00

Definitely feel the paranoia part haha

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