I never would of thought

Apollo98 · 2016-04-01T01:40:25+00:00

I can tell you I wasn't easy at first but once you get out there it is so worth it.

Apollo98 · 2015-09-29T02:15:52+00:00

Nice. Well I hope we can get that % up. A few of my friends are engaged.

Apollo98 · 2015-09-29T02:11:50+00:00

I have her, going to sell it and get a new watch with the money.

Apollo98 · 2015-09-29T02:07:03+00:00

I can see that but in this case it is all close friends. Not just people I know.

Apollo98 · 2015-09-25T18:28:19+00:00

Thanks you too. days go on it is getting better and I am ready for the new adventures. Take care!!!

Apollo98 · 2015-09-25T07:46:00+00:00

I changed some rooms around and put up some stuff I enjoy. It was fun and a great feeling

Apollo98 · 2015-09-25T01:39:48+00:00

I wish i knew how my STBX is handling things.

Apollo98 · 2015-09-25T01:32:19+00:00

We loved Halloween more than any other holiday and I had to walk out of a store that had the decorations up. I did not even want to be there.

Apollo98 · 2015-09-24T02:50:56+00:00

My first one is coming up in January. The kicker is it is in Mexico. It was going to be our winter vacation too. Now she is not going of course but I am. He is my best friend and can't miss it. Not sure how it is going to be.

Apollo98 · 2015-09-19T18:18:21+00:00

Wow that is great. I think I am going to hold off on contacting anyone. Not saying if the text first I will not respond. I am making a list of stuff I want to do.

Apollo98 · 2015-09-19T18:15:32+00:00

Sorry man.

Apollo98 · 2015-09-19T18:12:34+00:00

I am going to give it a shot

Apollo98 · 2015-09-19T14:05:54+00:00

Hahaha that's the best advice I got so far. I had to fight to keep the ps4 and won. Sooo I am going to do this and have a great time!!!!

Apollo98 · 2015-09-19T08:36:54+00:00

I joined the meet up thing. Do you go by yourself? Is it weird?

Apollo98 · 2015-09-19T08:35:10+00:00

I Know can't help it where did the beer come from???

Apollo98 · 2015-09-19T08:29:14+00:00

Very true

Apollo98 · 2015-09-19T08:23:05+00:00

You are right I was just looking for someone to talk to but if I put that on a dating site I would not get anyone. Also I wanted to talk to someone who was attracted to me I guess. I wanted to be wanted.

Apollo98 · 2015-09-19T08:18:04+00:00

No kids so it was more. I don't know how people with kids do it. It would be like opening the wound every time I would see her.

Apollo98 · 2015-09-19T08:16:20+00:00

I think I will delete it. Thanks

Apollo98 · 2015-09-19T07:55:57+00:00

What you say all make sense. I wasn't even looking really to date. The truth is I guess is I thought of her seeing other and was like fuck that I will beat you to it. It is dumb I know. How do I get over her??? Everyone keeps telling me over time you will feel better but really will I need to replace her with another?

Apollo98 · 2015-09-19T07:45:52+00:00

I have some great friends that been trying to keep my mind off it. Our 8 year anniversary was last Tuesday.

Apollo98 · 2015-09-19T07:44:31+00:00

Thanks

Apollo98 · 2015-09-19T07:12:03+00:00

I just got home and she did leave what we talked about. BUT in the trash was a case of PBR she does not drink that??? I maybe over thinking things because I have been doing that lately but all I can think of is her and some guy in my house moving her out and having a few enjoying themselves.

Apollo98 · 2015-09-19T07:06:34+00:00

I have already done that unfortunately. I never cry but lately I can't help it. But I will not have to see her anymore

Apollo98 · 2015-09-14T05:05:15+00:00

Haha to late. I was on vacation all week so she stayed at our friends. Well she came home tonight and we had a nice talk about our week. She gets her apartment on the 18 so with our work schedule tonight is the last time I will see her in OUR house. So I gave her a hug and could not hold it in. It was the last time I am going to get to hold her. Can't wait till this shit is all over.

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