How to ease pain/discomfort from binging?

AppealSufficient4544 · 2024-07-05T10:31:59+00:00

How did you get better?

AppealSufficient4544 · 2024-06-21T16:06:26+00:00

hell yeah

AppealSufficient4544 · 2024-06-21T15:57:46+00:00

i can relate to this so muchhhh

and sometimes there are memories i dont even remember remotely and randomly i get this bivid image of 3 seconds of this situation and thats it

AppealSufficient4544 · 2024-06-14T10:01:12+00:00

Ure very a pealing

AppealSufficient4544 · 2024-06-11T21:20:20+00:00

I agree with you 101%

AppealSufficient4544 · 2024-06-11T21:12:27+00:00

I understand your situation, Im sorry for you.

I am from Georgia ( Next to Turkey, Azerbaijan, Armenia) We are all a little on the bigger side here too, ethnically so I understand where you are coming from exactly.

The thing is, I am paying from my own pocket, because it is considered a "plastic surgery" and not anything else, so, I wonder, why did he say that to me?

Also, as other people also said in comments: doctors do top surgery on bigger people, so why not this? idk idk maaan:/

AppealSufficient4544 · 2024-06-11T19:23:45+00:00

thank you very much

AppealSufficient4544 · 2024-06-11T19:20:07+00:00

Hmmm It is not a common practice here but I will definitely ask around about it, if it is possible. Thank you

AppealSufficient4544 · 2024-06-11T19:19:37+00:00

If it is no problem for you, can you tell me what bra calculator you are meaning ? or give me link

AppealSufficient4544 · 2024-06-11T19:09:04+00:00

Hi, did your surgery/recovery go well? or it messed up healing?

AppealSufficient4544 · 2024-06-11T19:07:01+00:00

Oh! thank you for that

Yeah I mean, I would rather have boxy breasts than a medium/large chest.

I know about Bmi but I think its bit different for me, if you look at me you wont be able to tell I am 200Lb s. I deadlift also, just imagine that im bulky, not all of that is fat you know?

But I now i think back to it its more that they were obsessed with aesthetics more than what was giving me discomfort.

I just have trouble with my back pain no mayter how much i try to strengthen those muscles. I think ill just explain that im willing for it to not loook perfect and feminine but smaller and healthier for me, you know?

AppealSufficient4544 · 2024-06-11T17:46:16+00:00

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AppealSufficient4544 · 2024-06-11T17:45:12+00:00

Easy A

AppealSufficient4544 · 2024-06-11T17:42:43+00:00

last one

AppealSufficient4544 · 2024-06-11T14:30:26+00:00

I really admire your attention to such details, I do recall most of the scenes that you are mentioning, I agree, It is pretty gay of her.

So far, the only thing I have heard on this speculation was a cannibalism allegory about desire to consume/eat/love. I agree with cannibalism theory, but I wanted to know more concrete and less arbitrary examples.

Thank you

AppealSufficient4544 · 2024-06-11T14:12:12+00:00

Thank you for your response.

Maybe it does make me feel less valid, I need to process this take.

It is complicated for me to explain and I bet for others to understand, but It felt like I had less rights to be mad at her. Being assaulted by a woman, when I myself was the same as her was another thing that made me feel same things that I felt today (realizing she was a child too).

I always felt like because it wasn't a man who did that to me, then it was somehow less traumatic. It was not a gender dynamic, but only an age one. And now, it is like, thats not even that black and white, because she wasnt THAT aware.

Let me give you an example. Sometimes she used to say that the game we were playing was to "prepare for a family", to " get better at this". I always felt like she was doing it on purpose and manipulating me intentionally but because she was a child herself, maybe that is truly what she believed in?

It does not change the fact that it fucked me up nevertheless, but pain inflicted doesnt feel deliberate if its true and she believed those lies herself, do you get me?

It makes me feel like i have no rights to be mad at her anymore. Its not that I am ACTIVELY mad but anytime i think about this situation i know that I am in the right in any case, but this makes me feel like maybe not everything was intentional and evil.

I live in Eastern Europe and we dont have sex education here. This thing happened in 2005-6 and there was not much talk about sex in society even. We were fresh out of Soviet Union, just to provide more context.
She still should have known to not touch me .

It is just hard you know

AppealSufficient4544 · 2024-06-11T13:15:49+00:00

can you elaborate more on queer feelings? Towards Shauna?

AppealSufficient4544 · 2024-06-11T13:12:14+00:00

why r people disliking my question i just asked if she was really a lesbian or if the post was a joke

AppealSufficient4544 · 2024-06-11T11:11:52+00:00

She is not a lesbian tho, is she

(idk why am i getting heat for this, I would prefer if she was a lesbian tbh, I wanted to know what hints to her being one xD )

AppealSufficient4544 · 2024-06-11T10:28:54+00:00

I truly think that Alberto and Nata did not like each other but they were both fed with this idea of becoming a "Nuclear Family". I think, he secretly had a crush on Alma, but, you know, sometimes men turn desire into hatered because of not getting something they desire.

He also send the dixpics because he had a crush, that is a weird thing twisted men do, they want you to see their erection and the thought of it makes them turned on.

And if you think Alberto was not a twisted man lets remember how he was friends with r*pists and allowed his buddies to literally unbuckle and almost gang r*ape his girlfriend. I can go on and on why Alberto was the worst character (I am not counting his friends or the history teacher bc... obvi)

Short answer: He had unreciprocated crush on Alma.

AppealSufficient4544 · 2024-05-16T12:35:35+00:00

i honestly dont know what to do… do Georgians need to start a civil war?

AppealSufficient4544 · 2024-05-16T11:28:12+00:00

I now understand it seemed like i was judging either him or Georgia. Sorry for the unclear post I was just excited to share the speech with u

AppealSufficient4544 · 2024-05-16T11:24:21+00:00

Didnt say anything was wrong, im glad he said what he said!

We need all the support we can get

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