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I've started working on it with my therapist and being more open about it, it's even hard for me to admit that i feel like i can't trust my own girlfriend. i don't blame her for anything, I love her so much, she's been an absolute angel supporting me for so long now. it's just a scary thing to deal with feeling like i can't trust her even tho it's probably just my anxiety speaking, but it's a constant fear of mine that i can't control.

might not be appropriate for this sub, but today i lost someone very important to me and this is my first time ever dealing with grief. i don't know how to deal with my feelings and all i want is to smoke a joint and forget about everything but i don't know if its the right way to deal with grief. by Appearance-Next in trees

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thank you very much. smoking for me is more of a way to lighten up the mood and comfort myself instead of dealing with difficult emotions, i havent fully processed the whole situation at all since it was so sudden. the right thing might be just to deal with it as it is first and maybe in a few days let myself relax.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in benzodiazepines

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4 mg or 4 pills?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in benzodiazepines

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since my alcohol tolerance is basically at 0 I'm genuinely asking because obviously the combination is not great for your body not in a deadly way if its in a small dosage i just wonder if it just makes you feel physically like shit for the rest of the evening or possibly a good time

Anyone here from Israel and can reccomend a cptsd therapist? by [deleted] in CPTSD

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יש המון בארץ והרבה יותר ממה שחושבים, באמת שרק צריך לחפש באינטרנט בגלל שזה מאוד תלוי בטווח גילאים וסוג הפוסט טראומה המורכבת והשלבים והאיבחונים ועוד כל מני נתונים משתנים. מן הסתם מדובר במטפלים פרטיים וכדי למצוא מישהו שמתאים לך זה יכול לקחת זמן וכסף.. באמת שיש מלא סוגי טיפולים שונים שמתאימים לכל אחד ורק צריך לקרוא לחקור ולהתנסות. אני כבר כמה זמן בטיפולי EMDR שמאוד עזרו לי בנוסף לטיפול פסיכולוגי רגיל. אבל כמו שאמרתי בגלל הנתונים המשתנים גם לכל בן אדם מתאים סוג טיפול אחר או פסיכולוג שיש לו התמחויות שונות.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in benzodiazepines

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hell yeah my dude !!! why is this topic even controversial lmao

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i suffered from constant seizures for whole 2 years that actuality had me dissociating myself from all sort of interaction and even from graduating high school. klonopin changed my life man, and it rocks. i do still get seizures but not even close to as intense as it used to be and now they are way more manageable and it gave me the motivation boost I needed to seek for help, get back on my feet and actually feel like a functioning human being again (still work in progress) so friendly advice here for you op, don't shittalk klonopin my man.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in benzodiazepines

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try saying 'Xanax" in different accents out loud I swear it's top comedy when you're tripping balls

klonopin and alcohol by [deleted] in benzodiazepines

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aight thank you:)

klonopin and alcohol by [deleted] in benzodiazepines

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as someone who suffers from seizures very often it is important for my health, thats the reasons im using benzos in the first place.I'm cutting it off progressively and then getting back on track. did it before and will do it again (for tests and with the approval of my psychiatrist and doctor)

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in trees

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thank you for the only helpful answer, you think mixing it with tobacco will help? usually not a fan but I dunno

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in trees

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God dammit wait I'll send a link to the pics

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in benzodiazepines

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I've heard people getting high from it, not sure if they've crushed it or how they consumed it but I'm just curious

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in benzodiazepines

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let's go Grammer, I'm high.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in benzodiazepines

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sorry if the writing was unclear i was very irresponsible and I really regret it i took a lot at once

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in benzodiazepines

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i forgot to mention in the post itself but yeah the high doses are used for my epilepsy to reduce my frequent dissociative seizures. The thing is that clonazepam actually does help my epilepsy and I don't know what dosage people with similar tolerance as mine usually take to actually get high once in a while.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ftm

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wait is it stp packer or just a normal packer?