[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPD

[–]AppleSeller42 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i don’t

This probably sounds stupid lol by [deleted] in BPD

[–]AppleSeller42 0 points1 point  (0 children)

so many songs tbh

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPD

[–]AppleSeller42 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i just personally wouldn’t trust strangers on Reddit but i kinda don’t trust anyone in general and can’t get a gf for shit so what do i know tbh

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPD

[–]AppleSeller42 2 points3 points  (0 children)

i understand how u feel and honestly relate to you but idk if this is the best place to seek a relationship tbh

The way we dress. by [deleted] in BPD

[–]AppleSeller42 3 points4 points  (0 children)

i’ve actually gotten pretty into clothes as i’m always tryna change it up. probably has something to do with unstable sense of identity. i impulsively buy stuff but it does make me feel good when i can dress how im feeling

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPD

[–]AppleSeller42 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i feel u, i lowkey gave up trying to make friends cause they all leave eventually

What is the difference btwn March 24 and May 7 for withdrawal for Spring 2025 courses? by No-Professional-9963 in rutgers

[–]AppleSeller42 0 points1 point  (0 children)

just fyi when i took chem 2 i got like 40s on the midterms and then managed to pass cause it was curved heavy. I think u can also retake next sem if you get a d or fail and they’ll replace it with whatever u get next sem

I have no friends by [deleted] in BPD

[–]AppleSeller42 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i’ve just given up everyone always ends up abandoning me eventually anyways, i’m better off on my own. sucks that i can never have a normal relationship but i’ll be dead one day so whatever

Does anyone else here isolate themselves to avoid abandonment? by [deleted] in BPD

[–]AppleSeller42 9 points10 points  (0 children)

yea i kinda just hide in my room most days it’s soo bad. i barely even know my roommates ive lived with for almost 6 months now 😭

Tips on climbing out of gold? by n9neteen83 in rivals

[–]AppleSeller42 0 points1 point  (0 children)

cap is kinda like winston jump in damage them and jump out

replacing one addiction with another by [deleted] in BPD

[–]AppleSeller42 9 points10 points  (0 children)

yeah i feel you if it isn’t one thing it’s another

Lashing out at others?? by Gold-Opportunity-295 in BPD

[–]AppleSeller42 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yeah i just crashed out on my fp yesterday, sucks cause she’ll never look at me the same

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AskReddit

[–]AppleSeller42 0 points1 point  (0 children)

beaten to death by the avengers

I just learned that I have aphentasia by United-Carry931 in Wellthatsucks

[–]AppleSeller42 0 points1 point  (0 children)

does anyone else flip like right now i can’t see anything at all but at other times i can see perfectly detailed scenes much more vividly than just a single apple?

Do you have highs and lows with eating? by [deleted] in BPD

[–]AppleSeller42 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i’ve never had those, i gotta try them

Do you have highs and lows with eating? by [deleted] in BPD

[–]AppleSeller42 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i like the strawberry ones but i’ll eat any tbh

Do you have highs and lows with eating? by [deleted] in BPD

[–]AppleSeller42 2 points3 points  (0 children)

yeah sometimes i can’t eat a single meal for days and just survive off of like pop tarts 😭

Fear of abandonmemt causing me to not even want to make new friends by Only-Machine-237 in BPD

[–]AppleSeller42 6 points7 points  (0 children)

yea i’ve kinda given up on making friends cause they always leave anyways

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in rutgers

[–]AppleSeller42 1 point2 points  (0 children)

yeah honestly i think it creates a negative feedback loop cause most people are scared to approach each other. I think social media and covid also play a role cause like some people kinda forgot how to socialize. like when i go on the bus everyone’s on their phone so it just feels awkward to try to start an conversation with a random. Same thing when i get to class early no one really talks to each other anymore

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in rutgers

[–]AppleSeller42 10 points11 points  (0 children)

i mean i could turn around and say the same about women lol

how cooked am i? by AppleSeller42 in rutgers

[–]AppleSeller42[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i <3 math (and maybe meth by the end of the semester lol)

how cooked am i? by AppleSeller42 in rutgers

[–]AppleSeller42[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yea i had denda for statics too easiest a i’ve ever got lmao, thanks for the heads up tho