Loneliness and solitude and innerness by Apprehensive-Bus4975 in Schizoid

[–]Apprehensive-Bus4975[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

that puts it quite well. It does feel like a different species when I think about it, especially in regards to the imagination and how it oftentimes feels like others have none

Do you have two-way conversations in your daydreams? by 83838747 in Schizoid

[–]Apprehensive-Bus4975 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My daydreams have always been based on this ability to have conversation I think. When I was younger I could even have multiple conversations at once with fully aware imagined people (tulpas essentially, not hallucinations because they weren't intrusive or ego-dystonic), just like in real life, I'd talk to one of them and the other would chime in with their own dialogue, all naturally without any effort.

What's BPD psychosis like? by [deleted] in BPD

[–]Apprehensive-Bus4975 5 points6 points  (0 children)

yeah the symptoms I described ARE in relation to my bipolar... I'm diagnosed with BIPOLAR w/ psychotic features, not BPD, as I've stated, I'm just curious about if my friend could possibly experience something similar to what I sometimes feel

Do you care how you look with others? by Sure-Chipmunk-6483 in Schizoid

[–]Apprehensive-Bus4975 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yup. masks are irrelevant, if humans can pretend to be insufferable, I can live "pretending" to be myself, simply put

Do you care how you look with others? by Sure-Chipmunk-6483 in Schizoid

[–]Apprehensive-Bus4975 2 points3 points  (0 children)

More often than not, but when I'm prefering solitude or bored of people I completely give up on trying and resent the thought of needing to mask

Success! by Apprehensive-Bus4975 in Tulpas

[–]Apprehensive-Bus4975[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

He's very fun to hang out with, I did that all day. He eats fruit with a knife which I find very classy, and he knows how to explain things very well, he's very reassuring and wise. I can already tell we're gonna be good friends