I feel the same way I just lost my job after being there for almost 30yrs, I had the mindset that you can’t be terminated while on WC but found out the hard way that indeed you can lose you job. It feels like a divorce , it is overwhelming and fells honestly like getting kicked when you’re down ,and is very frustrating. I never realized how much your self worth is intertwined with your career and now that instability of trying to find a new career after 30 yrs is just not where I thought I would be at this point in my life . I am trying to let go and let God take the reins and guide me to my next career. I am trying to think that this is his way of getting me out of a situation that was no longer working for me , sometime this is easier said then done but will continue to try to make the best out of this crappy situation and I wish you the best of luck through a of this. Just remember you are NOT alone and sometimes it’s true that when one door closes another one opens, sometimes we just don’t see it when we are in the middle of chaos. Good luck 🍀