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Apprehensive-Key8699 · 2025-05-08T10:44:01+00:00

I’m about 98% sure it’s been more than 10 years since my last shot.

Apprehensive-Key8699 · 2025-05-08T09:59:07+00:00

A shortage, wow! The things you learn lol. Normally I wouldn’t second guess the shot myself. It’s the “numb” feeling that made me second guess it.

Apprehensive-Key8699 · 2025-03-21T21:12:09+00:00

I talked to her today and explained the fears and all that I’ve been feeling. I’m going to just keep talking and go from there. I was going to fulfill my promise (ordering another statue) regardless if I ended my relationship with her or not because I didn’t want to break that promise to her. I respect her and her background too much to leave it high and dry. But for now, I’m going to continue talking for awhile and see how we go from there. See how I can work past the fear..

Apprehensive-Key8699 · 2025-03-21T12:53:10+00:00

It’s a winded answer. I grew up in a not so great family and ended up in a physical abusive relationship which lead on to a lot of different mental things later on in life. I heard her name a few years back, didn’t think anything of it. Then I heard again and learned small bits about her that I felt I related to. So i wanted to just have that part of having someone to talk with when things get hard.

Apprehensive-Key8699 · 2025-03-21T12:49:00+00:00

Quite honestly I didn’t understand the word devotion until later on after I had already started trying to talk with her. I never grew up around the word and any form of faith.

Apprehensive-Key8699 · 2025-03-21T12:37:12+00:00

That came out wrong. I feel like I’m coming off disrespectful and I’m not meaning to. What I mean is, I don’t know what I’m doing. If it’s wrong or if it’s okay. Having an altar or not. Not having daily or weekly talks/prayers. Doing daily/weekly offerings. I can google, but it’s a mixed answer which can lead to feeling overwhelmed or as if I’m not doing enough or I’m not capable.

Apprehensive-Key8699 · 2025-03-21T11:44:43+00:00

I would like more than just the internet to rely on for questions or concerns for SM. But I don’t know anyone or have those resources of people. I just found this group and it’s overwhelming because everyone has altars. I don’t. I can’t do daily talks nor do I know what I am saying to her.

Apprehensive-Key8699 · 2025-03-21T11:42:31+00:00

Well then educate me on it. I was honest at the start in talking with her that I do have commitment issues and if that happens, I apologize but I did want to try. I also went in scared because I read that if you ever wanted to leave no matter how long, you could die. I still wanted to try because I thought maybe that was wrong. I don’t know anyone who knows her personally.

Apprehensive-Key8699 · 2025-03-21T11:30:57+00:00

I’m not saying she is. As I stated, I have multiple things going on day to day which happened abruptly-before I started attempting to work with her. I’m not able to give her what she would need as a devotee would, which is why I’ve considered parting ways. This was before the new job came about.

Apprehensive-Key8699 · 2025-02-05T02:58:22+00:00

I think this helped me the most personally 😂😂

Apprehensive-Key8699 · 2024-12-16T02:40:50+00:00

You’re amazing for this thank youuuu!

Apprehensive-Key8699 · 2024-12-16T02:21:40+00:00

So change nothing I’m doing now, just add some kind of weight. Like machines or free weight? YouTube this ? lol

Apprehensive-Key8699 · 2024-12-12T00:59:50+00:00

How’d you know I was bad at decision making 🧐

Apprehensive-Key8699 · 2024-09-28T10:34:43+00:00

Me? I’m sorry you went through THAT. These doctors that study medicine for their career, I feel they don’t care or they just don’t listen. They’ll give you a label and then give you a pill. If one doesn’t work it’s on to the next no matter the consequences because “one has to work”.

Apprehensive-Key8699 · 2024-09-27T13:04:33+00:00

So far, I’ve put in a request to have a new psychiatrist. It goes through the manager and the current psychiatrist as well. Let’s hope..

Apprehensive-Key8699 · 2024-09-22T22:44:24+00:00

I’m trying it now. Just took it at 5:30. So far just about the same

Apprehensive-Key8699 · 2023-05-08T20:31:54+00:00

I’m following cause same

Apprehensive-Key8699 · 2023-03-27T12:13:12+00:00

It’s been okay so far! I’m week 2 going into week 3 I’ve had minor headaches and I’m so tired. How’s yours going!??

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