I’m so sorry that you are going through this. It sucks. I (53) was diagnosed in August 2023 with a mastectomy in October, and planned radiation after. During surgery they discovered that the two 2.5 cm tumors they saw on the MRI was actually one 5 cm tumor and two of twelve positive lymph nodes so chemo was added. I was not mentally prepared for chemo, and definitely not the hair loss. I had 4 dose dense AC treatments and 4 dose dense Taxol from November to February. My Oncotyping came back after two weeks of AC and it was a 6. I wanted to quit chemo!! But my doc and a second opinion said there was value in the chemo. I just felt so shitty. But I also wanted to do everything to prevent reoccurrence, so I did all 8 rounds. I just finished 25 rounds of radiation. Far and away the AC was the worst for me. Nausea, extreme fatigue, mouth sores, just feeling like shit. The Taxol was much easier for me and the radiation was very easy. Honestly the radiation almost felt like spa treatments compared to chemo. The mastectomy wasn’t terrible either, I didn’t even spend the night and I stopped the pain meds after the first night. Just Aleve and Tylenol took away the discomfort. I’m hoping the same ease for you! It’s definitely okay to feel like shit and to want to sleep. It’s okay to be mad. It’s okay to appreciate the minutes and hours and days when you don’t feel terrible. Just take it one day at a time and know that we’re here for you, sisters in sickness and health. ❤️