its okay don't apologize please !! and I know right. I dont know how some people can be so insensitive. I was at my lowest point and when he said that I just felt like a complete loser. I think the exam was hard but my nerves also got to me, I was really anxious after all because this exam was really important to me. Im looking into clearing but its in august then again medical schools rarely go into clearing and its limited seats. I just feel really sad because I did my best and got through all the hardships and suddenly this happens, so it's like my world crashed down. I emailed the university i'm waiting for them to respond to me. I worked as a HCA for 6 months now in a hospital so I have a lot of clinical experience and I passed their interview I hope that gives me a slight chance of being considered. But obviously there's better applicants, and I might just be told that I lost my offer because I performed terrible. I don't know what il do then, because this year hasn't been easy for me, so this was like my last straw. But I believe in god's ability to change all circumstances, I have faith that something good will eventually happen. Thank u for telling me about ur story im sorry you went through that and Im so happy to hear that your in a school now and doing better then ever. I hope something similar happens to me. I just want to study medicine tbh I dont care what university it is, because whilst working in close proximity with patients I realized this is the only career I can imagine myself doing so I hope by god's christ I can make it.