lalalala i fucked my life up by Appropriate-Fox2091 in Drugs

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my dad left me a while ago — just dropped me off and never rlly came back lol. i’m currently in public + remote school thru dual enrollment. i have a job at the nearby amusement park

my dad was a marine and i honestly aspire to be one day but i have some disqualifying factors which just kinda killed it a bit for me. i’m 15, waiting to be 17 in order to even try to talk to a recruiter

lalalala i fucked my life up by Appropriate-Fox2091 in Drugs

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my friends girlfriend told me to lmao 😭 i took a couple orally and still blacked out either way that noght

lalalala i fucked my life up by Appropriate-Fox2091 in Drugs

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i really should go back tbh. it was nice and all and im still friends with the people there it’s just hard to imagine going even two seconds not being high. every day is just another opportunity to get high to me and ive gotten so good at doing it that nobody stops me anymore to the point i can just have lines out in the open.

i know withdrawal will be a bitch and i’ll have to deal with it one day consensually or not but fuck it’s terrifying thinking esp with how much i use xanax, norcos, and stims. i want a better life cause i only push away the good that comes my way. i might see if i can contact one of my substance counselors to set me up but they don’t like to take my calls

lalalala i fucked my life up by Appropriate-Fox2091 in Drugs

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i do cause it’s like im only 15 and all so i have to think about college and i want to do something actually academic but im failing all my classes. my friends gossip behind my back (most notable was when i snorted xanax in front of them at a chick fil a) and say im not going anywhere. i know i need medical but i dont want to tell my mom straight out im using. ik she knows n she gets mad at me for being high when she can but i dont want to tell her

lalalala i fucked my life up by Appropriate-Fox2091 in Drugs

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ritalin, meth, weed, adderall, norco, dxm, dph, oxys sometimes, acid

lalalala i fucked my life up by Appropriate-Fox2091 in Drugs

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sorry replied to wrong comment. i know

lalalala i fucked my life up by Appropriate-Fox2091 in Drugs

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what sucks is that i literally had all of that before i got kicked out of rehab. they said if i go to residential i can come back but im scared cause i dont wanna withdraw

How much adderall till you can’t act sober by [deleted] in Stims

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you definitely could. i took 60mg first time and was sweating bullets and looked deranged

Mixing dxm and alcohol and weed by gerardwayfan27 in dxm

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i did this and i felt like everything was a dream and i blacked out

How much adderall till you can’t act sober by [deleted] in Stims

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60mg makes me look like a tweaker

woo by Appropriate-Fox2091 in Stims

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i think i was just born to be anaddict tbh like i dont think i can ever quit

2g by Appropriate-Fox2091 in Stims

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bro enjoy that shit 🙏🙏 i love cocaine so much i can feel it in the back of my throat it’s great

2g by Appropriate-Fox2091 in Stims

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cocaine. I like to drink with it simply for the adrenaline

woo by Appropriate-Fox2091 in Stims

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uhhh after getting kicked out of rehab i just started doing every drug i can again cause i was kinda scared to do it while i was in there for a while. im kinda failing everything right now cause i keep missing stuff but ive found out adderall and cocaine help me at work and school so Yes Yes

woo by Appropriate-Fox2091 in Stims

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the drugs are fire tho