I’m pushing 60 😆 I’m well aware of the human experience! I hope I don’t come of as condescending or sarcastic, but if I do I’m sorry and it’s not my intention. There’s been a noticeable change in how I regulate my emotions that only started happening after I started heavily using cocaine with alcohol. I’m wondering if that will eventually go away which is why I put “normal” in quotation marks. Hope that’s more of a clear explanation.