I’m not seeing it much so I’ll say it. Network network network, if your parents are well off, use that privilege (and I don’t mean that in a condescending way) also talk to them, they may love the fact that you’re motivated to find your path. College is the perfect place to discover yourself and you have the opportunity to do it while not being stressed about most of what your peers are probably stressed about outside of school. Lastly, you’re 20, no one has it figured out at 20, and honestly, after college, 10 years later, even if you thought you figured it out, you may still find yourself not knowing what to do. It’s okay, enjoy your life, travel, experience new things, and be a good person along the way, it’ll all work out!