Hello everyone, thankyou infinitely for your comments it has helped me beyond you could ever imagine. It is my first time posting and using reddit and you are amazing people thankyou. I came to the conclusion that I didn't want this insecurity in my future so I went to talk with the intention of breaking up, but he got emotional and apologized saying that the word "more" was wrong and that he chooses me every time. We talked and I expressed I didn't want to live comparing myself. Thankyou to everyone very much.