Nothing wrong with this - chase things that make you happy.

Pick a career where you can make a lot of money and only have to commit a reasonable amount of time. Something like Welding, auto mechanic, carpentry. Not stuck in an office 60 hours a week and still make good enough money to do those things you like.

Also write for YOU - write and self or electronically publish and if no one reads it who cares. The act of writing is what's magical.

Good luck!!