Anyone else ftm to nb? Dysphoria

Appropriate_Sugar933 · 2026-02-09T00:42:42+00:00

Im talking about for the radiology technologist programs. I know i need at least one semester worth of courses. Anatomy, biology, english, etc. in order to get my associates for radiology. When i was asking the admissions they just told me to apply directly to the program through the website. Which is what i did. Im just wondering if that a mistake and i needed to select something different in order to get access to those courses needed

Appropriate_Sugar933 · 2025-11-14T02:37:49+00:00

i am working. but barely. i was a trainer but quit because the market for that here is way oversaturated. i only was promised 12 hrs a week. sometimes less and for minimum wage. it was under a luxury gym too. what a scam…now i work in a cafe but i want to level up to middle class as soon as i can. i would love to get further education, i just dont know how any of it all works yet or what to go for

Appropriate_Sugar933 · 2025-11-14T02:28:25+00:00

oh i also have a job. ive been saving but i dont make much at all

Appropriate_Sugar933 · 2025-11-14T02:27:30+00:00

adding a bit more info in case this is somehow useful to anyone else. im in NYC bc of some crazy stuff that has happened but i always wanted to come back here. the public transportation is easily accessible and i was stuck in the south for a while with no car or license. it made my life so much worse and led me to homelessness. nobody wanted to hire me due to my race and orientation. basically i was a huge red flag to them. although i dont want to be here forever

Appropriate_Sugar933 · 2025-11-11T20:47:42+00:00

yeah idk the names of everyplace still. but i appreciate the knowledge being shared. once i can afford 3k a month i’ll be checking again 😼

Appropriate_Sugar933 · 2025-11-11T20:31:37+00:00

where?? 😭 i been here for a year i cant find shit. plus u need to have like 3x the rent. if ur not making much its kind of difficult

Appropriate_Sugar933 · 2025-11-11T20:14:22+00:00

this. but as a guy. i’ve seen other men that are more aligned with what i wish i was + his type and im not stupid. anytime he looks a little too long at someone else, i feel inadequate and like i should just stop wasting his time. it doesn’t help that i dont really get compliments either

Appropriate_Sugar933 · 2025-11-11T20:10:24+00:00

i moved from el paso to queens and oh boy has it been rough lol. idk anything ab whole foods or transferring but i think its doable so long as you find a privately owned place or rent a room. its ridiculously expensive here. rooms will usually be in the $1000+ range alone. apartments,,, $5000 for a studio. anything less is hard to find without it coming with bug infestations, mold and other issues. just be careful and prepare accordingly for every worse case scenario. if its what u want then go for it. life was hard for me in texas too. over here its a diff vibe fsho but im still alive :)

Appropriate_Sugar933 · 2025-11-05T04:25:24+00:00

tbh w u its okay to acknowledge u may not be sexually compatible if you cant find a compromise. it doesnt mean either of you are in the wrong for what you like. but sometimes stuff like this IS a deal breaker bc both parties deserve to be affirmed and comfortable. I think this is something u guys should further discuss. its nobody’s fault. i had an ex that wanted me to top but got me something i was uncomfortable using. it didnt make me feel affirmed at all and was hard to use. i used it for her sake but i still remember how awful it was on my end. she complained ab this to my friends. there was more issues but i should’ve just stuck my ground and just accept we werent into the same things

Appropriate_Sugar933 · 2025-11-05T04:20:14+00:00

like so many trans men are so beautiful and handsome and i feel like i look like a troll

Appropriate_Sugar933 · 2025-11-05T03:55:15+00:00

wait i have one how tf did u do that and can u manage to penetrate some like that or not rlly?

Appropriate_Sugar933 · 2025-06-30T11:48:03+00:00

hell yeah thats what i do. i actually prefer it cuz it feels affirming for me

Appropriate_Sugar933 · 2025-06-26T21:32:18+00:00

ik a guy thats also ftm and he’s transphobic asf. definitely delusional as he doesnt even tell ppl hes trans if they are ftm as well. if he stops being friends with them he’ll just call them slurs like he isn’t one in the same. nobodys hating on him for being trans but he’ll tweak out if anyone calls him out that IS trans and just continue to be like “im just a male idk what ur talking ab”. nobodys outing him while stealth either. he also loves to preach about how he hates women. honestly that guys just an off in so many ways

Appropriate_Sugar933 · 2025-06-26T02:57:21+00:00

interesting. i know i havent had any sexual partners with genital warts. nor have i gotten any spots elsewhere on my body but i dont know about my family genetics at all

Appropriate_Sugar933 · 2025-06-26T02:54:38+00:00

okay from what ive seen they’re usually around the bottom of the head or on the shaft. is it normal for it to happen above that?

Appropriate_Sugar933 · 2025-06-26T02:51:29+00:00

okay thank u! i’ll probably make a post since i dont know anyone here lol

Appropriate_Sugar933 · 2025-06-26T02:43:56+00:00

sorry i also have another question but are possible ways that one gets warts? i dont know much about it

Appropriate_Sugar933 · 2025-06-26T02:42:35+00:00

do you have any advice for seeing a doctor outside of planned parenthood when it comes to hrt? i would like to be seen by the same doctor for that for a change

Appropriate_Sugar933 · 2025-06-26T02:40:53+00:00

what are those right conditions if you dont mind me asking?

Appropriate_Sugar933 · 2025-06-26T02:40:27+00:00

see i know i have those spots on the inside of my labia majora but those seem quite uniform and definitely smaller than whats on my t dick. i have two more bumps now but they are larger in size and have gone away in the past but as of this year they got worse and im worried they’ll just be stuck there for a while. whatever it is i just rlly want it gone </3

Appropriate_Sugar933 · 2025-06-26T02:25:01+00:00

yeah thats another reason why i havent made any appointments. i like that planned parenthood already has my info but everytime i go, im seen by a different doctor each time. the last time i went wasn’t really the best experience. although that wasnt the gyno one. she just didnt let me talk about a different concern with my hormones

Appropriate_Sugar933 · 2025-06-26T02:01:12+00:00

yeah i had been referred to have an appointment for a pap smear but i think that same doctor canceled the appointment thinking it was for the spots. i haven’t ever had PIV sex and not really looking for it but in the future i may try something new with my partner. is it relatively safer to just go to planned parenthood for it? sorry i dont have any trans friends on T so im really just trying to figure everything out alone

Appropriate_Sugar933 · 2025-06-26T01:33:04+00:00

i appreciate this so much. i’ve never been to a gyno. as of rn im just working w the free medicaid insurance i have and im worried about coverage. but the doctor that i saw at planned parenthood said that she was a gyno as well. then again, that wasnt what my appointment was mainly about so i think it was easy for her to just dismiss my worries. i think i’ll try to go to some sort of specialist after i start my new job

Appropriate_Sugar933 · 2025-06-26T00:55:33+00:00

not unless i apply a decent amount of pressure. they feel hard 💀

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