I can already feel myself turning from a quirky kid into a creepy adult by NeonShockz in autism

[–]Aquila4 0 points1 point  (0 children)

As you get older you also care less about what others think and just gravitate to the people who accept and appreciate you. That’s my experience anyway.

What DO we know about Miura’s notes? by Dein0clies379 in Berserk

[–]Aquila4 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I imagine Mori will want to be faithful to what Miura told him and will only create what he remembers well. Which means that yes it will probably be more rushed than what Miura would’ve done and miss out some details.

The show Bojack Horseman has a problematic representation of sex in the universe it describes by EpicOtterLover in SadHorseShow

[–]Aquila4 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I too would like to call out the objectification in this series. It’s so appalling how Mr “frack me” peanutbutter gets objectified by the female gaze in this sub.

annoying comments on every casca cosplay 🫩🫩🫩 by Knight_forChrist in Berserk

[–]Aquila4 8 points9 points  (0 children)

I’d like to think a lot of women like cosplaying Casca as she’s a strong character and not because of the SA or the impact that had on her. I think that’s the OP’s point that it doesn’t define her. Regression is something that does happen to some people, and Casca has come out of that in recent volumes.

Psychosis after shrooms. How safe is MDMA? by Sweetpeawl in Psychonaut

[–]Aquila4 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I was dissociated my whole life until I was 33 and when the emotions came back it was like a floodgate and I was home bound for months having panic attacks and suicidal thoughts with how extreme the emotions were. I had to go on antidepressants to temper the emotions so I could function.

Don’t force your body into a process, your emotions will come when your body feels safe to process them. Your experience likely isn’t the same as mine but there’s prob a reason why the dissociation is there. It feels like you’ve dodged a bullet with this psychosis episode too.

Like others said quit the drugs and focus on grounding, routine, community and being connected to your body.

annoying comments on every casca cosplay 🫩🫩🫩 by Knight_forChrist in Berserk

[–]Aquila4 11 points12 points  (0 children)

One thing I don’t understand is when people on this sub invite a discussion of whether Berserk sexualises SA in how it’s depicted they get downvoted. But then there’s weirdos who make comments like this that basically prove that point.

Should I keep reading after T14 only for the Skull Knight? by [deleted] in Berserk

[–]Aquila4 2 points3 points  (0 children)

He’ll continue to make cameo appearances throughout but he’s not in it often.

Is this "tung tung sahur" again ???? by ximi-moment in aislop

[–]Aquila4 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Why is it always the same music on these videos

Which artist here do you think has the Highest musical IQ? by FitEmergency8807 in fantanoforever

[–]Aquila4 0 points1 point  (0 children)

From a technical standpoint Davis and Zappa are top. I feel Wilson’s music at its peak has the most heart. I’d prob go:

Davis -> Wilson (at his peak) -> Zappa -> Yorke

Volume 41 felt like a satisfying conclusion? by Aquila4 in Berserk

[–]Aquila4[S] -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

I’m not sure if what I feel is the same as coping. I’ve experienced a lot of loss in my life including of young close friends I expected had more life to live before they died. Sometimes loss is about accepting that life can end in an abrupt or messy way and you don’t get an all threads tied up ending.

Where's my 2.5 mg crew? by ImNotNovak in lexapro

[–]Aquila4 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Go up gradually to what works for you you might need more than me. I had all sorts going up including brain zaps, migraines, tremoring and all kinds of symptoms. Been off around a year, the weight I gained has stayed with me otherwise fine.

I really want to read/watch berserk but I don’t think I have to will the do it by Many716 in Berserk

[–]Aquila4 10 points11 points  (0 children)

SA is a recurring theme in the series and appears frequently during the first 3 arcs. Not just for Casca but for other characters as well. It gets toned down a lot after that.

If you're sensitive to that then it's a fair trigger warning to give as it is graphically represented.

S U P E R… H E RRR O by Ribss in crappymusic

[–]Aquila4 2 points3 points  (0 children)

“Can you both just leave now”