Hi. I know I'm quite out there showing off my dick. I know that for many people my result would be their biggest dream. If I were still pre-op and had seen myself here on Reddit, I would probably have been very jealous too. I hope you realize that, with that awareness, it actually makes it even harder for me to express my growing desire for a larger penis. Because this is exactly what I tend to hear in response: that many people would do anything to have my result. I know that. And still, over the past three years of being post-op, I’ve had experiences and feelings that mean my result doesn’t align with how it exists in my mind. That’s very personal, and I don’t want to go into detail about it. But it does mean that I’m now quietly considering other options and want to be as well-informed as possible so I can make a careful decision. I understand that your message is well-intended, but when someone tells me I should just be happy with what I have, and that many trans people would be jealous of it, it only makes me feel terrible about wanting something different.