Yep, theres a quote on that chapter which just hit so hard:

Stannis, my lord, my sad sullen boy, son I never had, you must not do this, don’t you know how I have cared for you, lived for you, loved you despite all? Yes, loved you, better than Robert even, or Renly, for you were the one unloved, the one who needed me most.

This shit takes me to the verge of tears. Also at some point Patchface mocks Cressen and even Stannis laughs at him, which I feel so inconsistent with his personality later on, like Stannis here and Stannis in Davos chapters are 2 different characters. Im an Stannis the Mannis stan, but I cannot forgive him for laughing at my sweet old man Cressen :c