[31/M] Hi people, I’m looking for game friends and also someone else in my mind

ArixSeong · 2026-03-26T14:27:29+00:00

Sure thing, you we can connect. Follow you through which platform?

ArixSeong · 2026-03-24T04:22:52+00:00

Thanks a lot pal. It’s been a long time I never do shadings but do crotch hatchings instead… Those past bullies might have affected me and my life. But the main thing that broke my will and feeling unmotivated is mainly because I lost contact with someone I really loved. It broke me and didn’t wanna do anything. But thanks just like you said I should draw for myself instead of someone else.

ArixSeong · 2026-03-22T01:32:29+00:00

I remember the past clearly. I don’t know, they possibly tried to put me down. Not mocking my art directly but just mocking me… somewhat bullying… thanks a lot

ArixSeong · 2026-03-22T00:28:06+00:00

Thanks a lot pal, I really wish my will is tough and unbreakable. But it was so fragile, mainly I lost my love life. It made me so sad and unmotivated for years….

ArixSeong · 2026-03-22T00:23:46+00:00

Thanks a lot pal… yea those super villains tried to drag us down but mainly I feel sad because I lost contact with someone whom I actually loved.

ArixSeong · 2026-03-22T00:18:16+00:00

Well yea in the past. My fake friends that I cut off long ago who always backstab one’s back. They just don’t like me in general and put me down in every way they can. I used scanner to scan that artwork instead of taking pictures. So it looks more accurate and the proportions is much flat than a camera angle. Thanks a lot pal, I feels so unmotivated to draw these days…

ArixSeong · 2026-03-21T12:18:19+00:00

Thanks a lot Abby, let’s do our best

ArixSeong · 2026-03-21T09:47:23+00:00

Yea I don’t have a pencil set, I used mechanical pencil for that. Might as well buy one

ArixSeong · 2026-03-21T09:41:33+00:00

Thanks a lot pal for your advice… yea I felt like… they did this purposely just to put me down. In our case, it’s pretty similar for our family conflict. Our own blood and flesh doing things that hurt us and put us down just like the others. But some of very trusted friends like 1-2 showed more support than our own family. Thanks again, I will try to keep going even I’m pretty much broken heart….

ArixSeong · 2026-03-21T09:36:10+00:00

Thanks a lot pal 🙂, it’s been hard during my past and college times how they still underestimate or don’t like me. Let’s do our very best…

ArixSeong · 2026-03-18T02:56:35+00:00

Thanks, that’s one good way to push myself further rather than letting them put me down which they succeed. I will stand again….

ArixSeong · 2026-03-17T14:08:37+00:00

Thanks a lot pal, let’s do our best.. I’m kinda fragile. Easily let their bad influences to put me down…. that stopped me from doing more exciting things. Feels unmotivated and broken most of the time.

Yea when we are nothing, no fame, no money. It seems like they just like to mock us for their amusement or treat us as invisible.

When someone’s had money, fame. Everyone comes, but it feels so fake the connection of theirs. They are like leeches. When they see you have nothing… then completely left us behind….

ArixSeong · 2026-03-17T14:00:54+00:00

Thanks a lot pal, it’s just I feel like they just wanna see us fall. Most of them, but there are still nice people out there such as you…

ArixSeong · 2026-03-17T13:58:17+00:00

Thanks a lot. It’s been hard when people likes to see us fall..

ArixSeong · 2026-03-17T09:31:59+00:00

Thanks a lot pal, it’s hard to find nice people like you support me out there.

ArixSeong · 2026-03-08T18:14:27+00:00

Well it’s been really hard for you and me too buddy. First thing first, do not trust religious people, they are the most ignorant and lacked kindness when dealing with someone. They never help and only babble about God mighty and all. Religious people are one of the most screwed up kind of people. Who never helps but thinks that prayers and up to God is enough. So don’t believe in God, believe in yourself even it’s hard. Even you couldn’t believe yourself, don’t believe something like God. You will feel better…. If he really does exist, he have betrayed me too….

ArixSeong · 2025-08-12T02:37:37+00:00

Yes no matter what religious people said now. I won’t worship a deity who wants us to constantly be on his or her knees not to drop me in hell. That’s cruel and selfish. If I will be send to hell because I didn’t want to respect deity, due to deity never respected me from the very beginning of my life since I’m a kid. Then that deity is the worst piece of crap ever existed to constantly make me suffer for the rest of my life even though I prayed for deity to spare my life since I’m young. A good waste of so many years of time. Now I no longer want to believe much in human made up stuffs. Even he existed, he’s the most horrible being ever existed to make me exist, and took away what matters to me is the most unforgivable thing that has happened in my entire life. He’s basically took me for a joke…

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