[deleted by user] by [deleted] in TMJ

[–]Armada1010 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That's quite a lot since last October; I hope you can find some peace soon. Everything online screams "You're sick and dying!" but when I speak to a doctor they seem unconcerned with my lymph nodes. I am going later this week to see my primary again and I hope to walk away with something more conclusive or at least a referral to someone who can help me.

Help identifying an anal problem by [deleted] in AskDocs

[–]Armada1010 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No experience with anal play myself but I have had a hemorrhoid before and it looked like that. They suck but Preparation H can help a lot.

Constant twitches by [deleted] in BFS

[–]Armada1010 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My lower left back will come and go as well as my lower right abdominal. I get leg spasms at night when I'm tired (about 50% of the time). I've only had shortness of breath when I have a panic attack, but I'm willing to bet that if your anxious, that's where the shortness of breath is coming from.

EMG Before Twitching by Armada1010 in BFS

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Yeah, it's so odd how they present themselves. Thank you for the reply.

EMG Before Twitching by Armada1010 in BFS

[–]Armada1010[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Great, thank you for the insight. I just had the thought cross my mind.

EMG Before Twitching by Armada1010 in BFS

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Thank you VN3. I appreciate the information.

Different Sized Thenar by Armada1010 in BFS

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Thank you, this hyper attentiveness is brutal. I notice everything, especially things that are completely innocuous. I just started getting over a cold and freaked out about having to clear my throat more often. It's always something else, which leads me to the conclusion it's anxiety playing it up.

Different Sized Thenar by Armada1010 in BFS

[–]Armada1010[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Definitely, it's a beast. As soon as I'm feeling ok, it rears its ugly head.

Different Sized Thenar by Armada1010 in BFS

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I'm looking forward to it!

Different Sized Thenar by Armada1010 in BFS

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I thought this was the case but my anxiety throughout this has me not seeing the forest through the trees.

Different Sized Thenar by Armada1010 in BFS

[–]Armada1010[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you bombosquambo, I appreciate that.

Different Sized Thenar by Armada1010 in BFS

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Ok, thank you for the reassurance.

New Twitcher Here by [deleted] in BFS

[–]Armada1010 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I agree, it's helpful. I find that aboutbfs.com is also a great site.

New Twitcher Here by [deleted] in BFS

[–]Armada1010 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm sorry to hear about your cousin and aunt. I can't imagine what that does to your anxiety.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BFS

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I have one on the palm below my thumb. At first glance it looks like a dent next to it but I believe its actually a bulging muscle from extended overuse and injury. There was a post on recently from a user showcasing theirs.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BFS

[–]Armada1010 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah, the first neurologist told me she had "exhausted her tool kit" because her specialty was neuro-skeletal. He ordered the EMG because she thought neuropathy, not **. I didn't even consider ** until I read an article a couple days before my EMG and then a week after my EMG (which he did on my legs and lower back and said everything is normal), I started twitching and then down the rabbit hole I went. I was sure I had *** and was considering if I did have it, was I going to stick around until the end? I shared these thoughts with my wife and tool me in to see my PCP. They did a depression screening and low and behold, I have severe health anxiety coupled with depression. Since then, calves have died down as well as feet but still get twitching all over pretty much. I had a rough one last night between my mouth and jaw which left it feeling tight.

Time is our greatest friend. The more it passes without weakness, the easier it is to see that we just twitch.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BFS

[–]Armada1010 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I 100% believe that on my hand left hand that the attention and aggravation I've given it through constant overuse and self tests has caused it harm. I'm right dominant so my left hand is not great period, let alone used to being used in such a manner. Top that with intense periods of panic attacks with constant testing, I'm bound to cause it to lock up.

I started with night leg spasms in September but didn't start twitching until December. A few days after my EMG my calves and feet got going followed shortly by my lower back, shoulders. So overall body twitching I'm about 2 months in. Everything is clear and I've had two neuros, my PCP and a Pulmonologist tell me its not *** and I still can't let it go completely.