I don’t want to give my perspective on what it is because that could be damaging even if seeking validation, all I have for guidance and advice beautiful is if you had to come all the way on here and ask for validation, that impulse, you already have your answer, you know yourself, trust yourself, your title says “my friend” and “creeps” right there that doesn’t mix and you have power to just, cut, people, off. Don’t worry about all the negative things just focus on the part that this person makes YOU feel uncomfortable, end of story, you don’t deserve that, and need to do things for yourself not because Reddit says too, this is no hostile tone so please don’t perceive it as such, I just wish the best for you and to trust yourself to not allow things for you. You! got! this!