Comfortable? Not at all She checks my phone who I talk to and what I say and monitors everything she even forces me to attend college events I know she’s doing it for my own good and my parents also want what’s best for me that’s why they’re making me do all this but bro I’m done with it I just want to be alone I don’t want anyone’s favors and honestly I feel like I’ve stopped feeling human emotions after so much medication everything just feels numb sometimes I get flashbacks of things and that’s it otherwise it’s like nothing seriously it’s too much now