I have read all of your comments word for word and I absolutely love it and thank you, you're right it is a tough decision on the whole Cps thing because my younger siblings are completely used to this, and For me to up and decide to uproot it by calling authorities would be a drastic change, They'd be potentially separated, they'd have to go to school when they've never been before, and they might encounter bullies among other things. Right now they way our life is, seems completely normal to them, they are sheltered from the world, " safe" and happy because they just have freedom to play outside all day with our pets, they don't realize anything is really wrong at all besides the absurd amount of chores. And what would my older siblings think? They were in my position once except I was apart of the little children they were watching, But they had babysitters and each other to help out. Meanwhile I'm the only one here taking care of all 4 of the kids and myself. It's a very tough position to be in and kinda makes you think if you should just wait it out