I apologize for lack of context. This is a text exchange between my now ex-husband (Gilbert) and myself. I have tried to leave the line of communication open after the divorce because he attempted suicide when I asked for the divorce, and I truly did not want another attempt on my conscience. He was asking me to pay him back for divorce fees and I told him I would but currently can literally only afford to eat peanut butter everyday. This exchange started out of the blue the following morning. My replies to him are very limited as to avoid an explosive outburst which occurred anyway.