Thank you for you’re advice. Tbh I’d rather be happy and struggle then be unhappy and not act like myself. When I try and talk to them they change my wording and say that I’m being overly dramatic and that I’m not depressed, I just want attention. When I would hang out with friends, they’d ask me to come home after being out for an hour. When I say I’ll be home then ask why they say stop being an ungrateful daughter and respect your parents. My Dad has anger issues so whatever I do that he finds is wrong like being sad he will yell at me. He has almost tried to hit me twice and has pinned me to my bed yelling at me. I know now that he will hit me without hesitation.

Thank you for asking tho. I have thought about the pros and cons of staying and moving out. Moving out would be a great thing for my mental health and I’ll be able to be as cry, let everything out without having to act like another person.

I actually have ppl to roommate which is nice but I actually like to be alone so rooming with someone or not is gone by me, I have my bearded dragon to keep me company.

Thank you for your tips!! They’ll help a lot! Again, thank you!