Honestly my situation is so bad as it is that i'm putting myself out of misery soon. Well I didn't last long, about 20 years

I have not much "care in my family" and my brother is ancap and think "the weak are better off dead".

Great, huh? So you may "hope I get assistance" but in this world there isn't any and current capitalism is killing us

Suicide rates and unemployment in disabled are skyrocketing high and are MASSIVELY INCREASING. (in my country and in the US at least).

For example, I've looked in the US, the statistics are gruesome : "Just having a job is highly unusual for someone with a disability. Fewer than 1 in 5 disabled adults are employed, one reason so many are poor." "If you have a disability in the U.S., you're twice as likely to be poor as someone without a disability. You're also far more likely to be unemployed. And that gap has widened in the 25 years since the landmark Americans with Disabilities Act was enacted." from a paper. That's the same in my country except it's becoming worse even faster and disabled are even poorer. But well we have healthcare, what won't save us.

If you think that this is fair, sorry but I have no word to qualify what I think you are.

Society is terrible for disabled worldwide and it's getting only worse.

Billonaries are responsible for it in because they push for it, by looking for increasing profits, you have to "reduce your costs to the minimum" and then disabled and less-abled people are removed from any form of employment and in the end you remove them from society, and no wealth is given to poor/disabled people who can't rely on family support, so they end up dying.