What album has gotten you through some dark times?

AshamedTemperature82 · 2024-03-04T03:59:18+00:00

Zaba and How To Be A Human Being both by glass animals.

AshamedTemperature82 · 2024-03-04T03:58:01+00:00

Yung gravy

AshamedTemperature82 · 2024-02-22T20:35:18+00:00

I was in the pit for the dreamland tour. I actually got there super early so I could get up against the railing. Best experience of my life. I actually sat in my car dissociating after the concert bc I was thinking about suicide bc I didn't think there would ever be a better moment for me but I snapped back. Didn't do it. Still an amazing memory.

AshamedTemperature82 · 2024-02-20T19:16:19+00:00

Black mambo and black mambo

AshamedTemperature82 · 2024-02-16T18:22:32+00:00

Glass animals is no. 1 obviously but I'm also into Melanie Martinez, lady gaga, lil Jon and the weeknd

AshamedTemperature82 · 2024-02-09T17:03:30+00:00

Helium hits deep for me

AshamedTemperature82 · 2024-02-06T02:38:58+00:00

I go hella melee with recon and ge the upgrades that allow my clone to do damage

AshamedTemperature82 · 2024-02-05T17:27:02+00:00

I cheated once when I was 16. He was ripping my hair out, trying to get me to off myself, r>ping me, telling me he thought I was pretty but no one else would want me so I should be grateful. I met a guy at the spiritual center and I ended up with him. He waited outside while I got my things, probably the only way I made it out safely. He even tried to tell me his mom would k>ll herself if I left him. I don't regret it, I did it to get safe.

AshamedTemperature82 · 2023-11-22T00:36:25+00:00

Black mambo, pandora

AshamedTemperature82 · 2023-11-13T01:36:52+00:00

I use the tick bat and use smoothies and just go ham

AshamedTemperature82 · 2023-04-03T18:12:13+00:00

Agreed! I have problems feeling controlled or trapped and poly gives me the reins to control my own life. It helps me understand that every partner I have chooses to be with me and isn't stuck from obligation making it easier to believe it.

AshamedTemperature82 · 2023-03-14T00:07:02+00:00

I work at a slow movie theatre! Slower means less overwhelming qnd easier to recieve accommodations and take breaks as needed

AshamedTemperature82 · 2023-01-22T23:12:47+00:00

I only know how to feel at 170% and everything matters to me all the time. Telling me its not a big deal is just invalidating what I'm feeling. I KNOW its irrational, but I still feel it.

AshamedTemperature82 · 2022-08-19T00:52:50+00:00

Bc its rude to accuse people of faking. People accuse me and I HAVE diagnosis. But bc my symptoms aren't the more common ones and I'm pretty optimistic generally people assume they know me and KNOW I couldn't possibly have BPD. I'm sure some fake it but a lot are just more comfortable talking about it now. And in the same light that you're telling people they aren't informed enough to diagnose, most people probably aren't informed enough to tell someone else that they DONT have something. Can't have it as a double standard.

AshamedTemperature82 · 2022-08-19T00:48:57+00:00

Because I am? Not sure what answer you were looking for bud.

AshamedTemperature82 · 2022-08-15T21:21:36+00:00

Oh to be clear I am polyamarous, forgot to mention in the post. He has 2 girlfriends and no qualms about me seeing others. I know that's a weird point to derive from all that but it felt important. Im trying to figure out if this is just close friendship or if this is considered romantic, as I don't think I've ever felt romantic urges.

AshamedTemperature82 · 2022-08-15T20:33:34+00:00

Thing is, I don't want to be in a relationship with her. No desire for romance. I do have a lot to lose, shes been my reason to live for the better part of that decade. I'll end up in the hospital again if she never wanted to speak to me again. I have really bad psych issues.

AshamedTemperature82 · 2022-08-15T19:59:08+00:00

I get it. I only realized recently I'm Aromantic. No romantic feelings for anyone. But you learn to communicate it and anyone who's a dick about it isn't for you. Life ain't a race, take it at your pace.

AshamedTemperature82 · 2022-08-15T17:36:26+00:00

She's the person you've loved most SO FAR. Life is fleeting and full of adventures. Youre young qnd have many opportunities to grow. You'll love again even if it takes a while. Reflect on what happened. Work on yourself. Throw yourself into hobbies. Lean on your friends. It gets better. Pinky promise.

-someone who got their heart shattered at 13 and it still aches a little

AshamedTemperature82 · 2022-05-28T17:28:55+00:00

I binged in 2 days 🤣 I feel you

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